Believe.....

Prelims Day 1

2010-09-14T00:09:00.001+08:00

H1 Economics not really well done I must say.. But then again, didn’t really study much.. But then again, econs is not a subject that will improve just by reading.. I think I have to find a way to practice and know how to link the stuff together.. memorizing is one part, linking is a more important factor.. Like the policies and its disadvantages/ advantages.. Phrasing is another problem.. Oh wells…. Just focus!

H2 Chemistry is MANAGEABLE.. The efforts put into doing Prelim Papers from other schools had paid off.. Consultations did not go down the drain.. Doubts more or less clarified.. The only problem is to deliver what I know and write faster.. Sometimes, the stress just makes me forget about some simple stuff like colours of compounds.. Waste time to think when I should know it like the back of my hand.. Cannot finish as a result, but overall, not that badly done.. Let’s hope that the rest of the papers will be as good, or even better!

Tomorrow no paper! Thus, no school but not holiday.. Sianz! Got to practice a little bit of maths so that I’ll be prepared for Wednesday.. Then finish up my Physics.. So much work to do.. Got to rest up well so that I can do my work tomorrow..

Signing Off…

Prelims..

2010-08-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

Prelims in 7 days.. General Paper 1st.. And the rest will come after the holidays.. I wonder how will I fare this time round.. Well, just try my best ba.. My body failing liao.. Maybe haven't prelims, I'm already a dead man.. Dead as in no interest liao..

Morning do work, at night I relax for awhile.. Play my games and do crap.. Oh ya.. I just might want to move over to wordpress.. I mean, I can lock my post over there.. So, just when I want to, I'm already in a system that allow me to do that.. Oh wells.. Just wondering nia.. Maybe also no time..

Sleep is vital nowadays.. Scarce.. High in demand.. And hence, a high price to pay.. Now Econs make sense..

Signing Off...

Possibility duet with Daichi Miura- BoA
Damn nice duet!

Friday the 13th!

2010-08-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Friday the 13th; Black Friday?!

Hmm.. What can I say? Not that bad, but not that good either.. Can't go for polo as my parents are current reacting quite violently to my late nights every Friday.. Hence, I think I will cut down some of my polo sessions, and at the same time, increase my study sessions.. Haiz.. That's one bad thing today..

I think I'm going to be sick soon.. Either because I'm just too tired, or because I didn't go for polo today.. Or I'm just too stressed out.. Feeling kind of tired lately.. Stomach not in good condition.. I mean, I don't think buffet would be worthwhile these few days when I'm in this "low appetite" state.. That's two bad things today..

Ok.. GP Paper for Prelims had been brought forward to 30th August.. Hence, instead of the supposedly after September Holidays schedule, Prelims will start before the holidays, causing me to have even lesser time than I already have.. And there's Consultation Day/ Study Break that started a little bit too late I think.. That's three bad things today..

Alright! Enough of the bad stuff.. There's only one good stuff here on the list so that makes today (Friday the 13th) to be not as bad as it would have been! GP extra practice is cancelled and I have 3 hours of air con room just for the few of us.. And, I studied quite a little bit.. So that's one good thing! Oh wells... Not much of a good thing.. Haha..

Next week next week! Hope I'll be able to go for polo! And of course, let's hope that the rest of the week would be better.. Like less work and more sleep better.. Got to catch some sleep.. Zzzzz.. -.-

Signing Of...

National Day!

2010-08-09T23:47:00.004+08:00

Woah! National Day! Same old National Day.. Same old performances, same old songs, same old parade.. Lol! But there's something new this year! "I think the moon is one hundred and thousand kilograms away." -.-

Into the study mood today.. Was doing quite a bit.. Then there will be tuition on Wednesday.. Haiz.. I think I will go straight from school again.. Then it will be the 2nd time people in my tuition class gets to see me in my uniform.. And, I haven't paid my tuition fees.. I think I'll do the usuals.. Study at CoffeeBean.. Then either eat from the coffeeshop at Parkway or laksa, depending on my sore throat..

Oh right.. Got darkened by a few degrees on Friday.. Had polo from 1300 to 1500.. Haha.. Long time never play under such a strong sun liao.. Kana burnt and headache.. But I got darker! Haha.. Friday nights would be the nights I will definitely miss.. Game, dinner and talk-cock session.. And Shabu-shabu buffet was the best! With the team and all.. Well, it might not be the shabu-shabu.. It might be the people I am eating with.. Let's not fall apart!

Signing Off...

2010-07-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

Schedule is packed full everyday.. I don't have much time to rest anymore.. That's in school.. At home, although things are going at my own pace, it still seems a lot.. Block Test 2 results made me even busier in school by slotting in consultations here and there.. I wonder when will I even have time to have dinner with Samuel and Bayu again.. Haiz..

Racial Harmony Day was celebrated today.. Well, quite a waste of time.. We had to make Rojak.. Kind of symbolise the mixing of different races into our society.. Lol! Quite interesting I must say.. Quite.. And the rest of the day is lessons and work.. Haiz..

Inorganic Chemistry seems interesting.. Maybe its due to the lecturer.. Haha.. Good, interesting lecturer will never make a boring chapter look boring.. Or maybe its 'cause I want to listen to him.. The 1st lecture, he told us that he pursued Inorganic Chemistry due to the colours Inorganic Compounds give.. Me, I take H2 Chemistry for the same reason.. Or rather, a large part of it.. Heh..

Workload is piling up.. Almost too much for me.. Need to have polo therapy.. That will be tomorrow.. Hope that it will not rain.. The rain is unpredictable (or predictable) nowadays.. Either it looks like its going to rain but in the end don't or it just keeps pouring.. Sian.. I really need polo therapy so please don't rain tomorrow!

Signing Off...

Title: The Boy and the Stars

2010-07-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

Time passes sooo fast and its already one week plus since I last posted something.. College Day was on Friday.. Quite boring I must say.. I don't think I will turn up even if I'm chosen to be student audience if my brother/ senior and captain was not collecting some prize.. I'll probably heed home to sleep before joining the guys for dinner/ supper at night.. But, the College Song was nice.. They had this old man lead the song again! So old, yet so happy.. Or rather, look happy.. We won't really know what is going on beneath his smile.. Oh wells.. Carefree old man.. Just let it be..

My brother's secondary school friends came over to my house for BBQ on Saturday.. My mother ask why I always never invite my friends over lo.. Haiz.. But my place is so small.. The BBQ pit alone can't even fit all those that will be coming.. I mean, look at the 4D gathering.. 20 plus? Around there.. Plus, mine is just a simple condominium.. No soccer, basketball.. So, there will always be better choices and my place will be a choice only when there is no choice at all..

Just a thought: Can things that are lost be found again?

Signing Off...

Dad's Birthday!

2010-07-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Friday: Got back a few results.. Failed my Chemistry (S) and Maths Paper 1 (S).. Really bad.. Got no mood for the entire day except for polo.. Haiz.. I really must work harder or review my studying techniques.. Its like 1st paper: Chemistry, fail.. 2nd Paper, Maths: fail.. 3rd Paper: Physics MCQ: just pass.. Emo like crap.. Slept through physics lesson.. Haiz.. I felt like I cannot make it.. But I CAN; looking at my brother.. I'm not that far off from him.. So, I should be able to make it.. Just hit harder! But POLO made me HAPPY! Played a few games.. Not really actual games but at least there's swimming, shooting and defending.. Haha.. Swam like dog sia.. Went for dinner after that.. Only 1st team turned up (with the exception of 1 guy).. Haiz.. Saddened..

Saturday: Went to Malaysia.. Supposed to have a gathering with the 4D gang, but my parents wanted to go Malaysia to buy some stuff.. So, I decided to tag along.. Of course, I got a choice to either follow my parents or go with the gang.. But I followed my parents luh.. Since I didn't go the last time.. Bought 2 cakes there at an incredibly cheap price and some clothing.. I think I have an eye for expensive clothes.. Hehe.. 1st pants that caught my eye (with not bad material) I told my parents I wanted it.. Lol.. Checked the price, it was 160 RM.. Lol.. Cannot buy liao.. Though I bought it in the end.. 1st top that caught my eye.. Plain design but nice material.. 190 RM.. Didn't buy in the end.. Too expensive.. -.- But overall, the stuff there are cheaper!

Sunday (Today): Dad's birthday! Had one of the cake that we bought on Saturday.. And steamboat at home.. Heh.. Fantastic.. Sit down as a family for steamboat, have some beer.. The feeling is just GREAT! Haha.. Didn't study today.. I mean, who will? But I'll try to start tomorrow.. If I can.. Going into 'O' Level Study Mode (since I forgot how to study, I'll start from 'O' Level Mode 1st)..

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (Final)

2010-07-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Finally, the final update for Block Test..

Nothing could be better than ending Block Test with a Paper more do- able than the rest.. Chemistry Paper 1 and Physics Paper 1.. Though I had a 4 hour break between the 2 tests, I didn't really study much.. Somehow got affected by the Maths Paper yesterday.. I thought that I won't do any better with more studying.. So I just gave up.. Haha..

For both papers, the start with a little bit slow.. And skipped a lot of questions.. Although they were just MCQs.. But in the end, after a bit of warm- up, I managed to do them.. Correct or not, I'm not going to give a DAMN! Answers written, scripts handed in and nothing I can do now to change the wrong answer into anything other answer..

Toys Story 3 after the exam.. Nice movie.. Won't mind watching it another time.. That's rare for me to not mind watching the same movie twice.. Almost cried.. Haha.. But didn't.. Its quite difficult to make me cry.. Lol.. The start and end is the best.. The middle is good too! Haha.. Overall, a really nice movie..

Alright, 4 days off or 1 week off? Let's see how it goes.. Friday is POLO DAY!!

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (6)

2010-07-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ok.. There's no status update (5) as that day was Physics Paper.. And I won't know what to say about it? Hard, Easy or Do- able? Can't really say much.. So decided not to have an update on that..

Maths today.. Hmm... Harder than I expected.. Didn't really know what is going on during the exam.. Oh wells.. Its over.. Tomorrow would be last day of exams.. 2 papers.. Chemistry MCQ and Physics Paper 1.. Hope that all goes well..

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (4)

2010-07-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

Physics!

1 word: Careless!

But still got Paper 1.. Hope that will turn out better.. Not that I've did very very badly for this one.. Its just not as good as I hoped it will be.. But today's paper focused on Electric Current, Electric Field, Magnetic Field, Quantum, Lasers and none of the kinematics and stuff.. Will be watching out for that in Paper 1..

Tomorrow is Chemistry Paper 2.. Got to make up for the loss in Paper 3.. Have to mug like mad.. Haiz.. Oh wells, after exams, I'll take a break then I'll start doing my usual rounds..

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (3)

2010-06-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

3rd day into the Block Test week!

Today, 1 paper only.. H2 Maths Paper 1.. Not badly done.. The difficulty is average.. If we consider the whole paper.. 'Cause 1st 2 pages quite easy.. The last 2 pages difficult.. So, the overall difficulty is average.. Haha..

As usual, tried to calculate the maximum and minimum marks I will get for this paper.. Maximum: 70.. Minimum: 50.. So, the the marks I will get will be between this 2, though the chances of getting 70 is quite slim.. But, there will still be paper 2 with Statistics tested.. By then, I will be more familiar with the maths stuff and statistics should be easier for me.. Plus, there's no probability and permutations questions in Paper 1, so I'll expect Paper 2 to have a little..

Made a wrong gamble this time.. I didn't study vectors due to this reason: even if I study and practise within the limited time, there's a high possibility that I still cannot do questions with a higher degree of difficulty.. So, I skipped vectors altogether.. In the end, I lost the bet.. The question was easy and because I skipped everything, I can't do.. -.- Its like when I read the question, I was thinking that I had seen the question before.. But, just can't work out the steps to solve the problem.. Oh wells..... Paper 2, Paper 2!

Tomorrow Physics.. Let's hope I'll do above average!

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (2)

2010-06-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

Today no exam! Stayed at home..

Tomorrow is the Maths paper so I had this 4 hours Maths marathon in the afternoon and another 4 hours at night.. Re- doing all my tutorials from chapter 1.. Obviously, I can't finish.. But I did the bulk.. For the rest, I'm just going to read examples and try to solve them mentally..

Oh ya.. Just remembered.. The teacher want me to get an 'A'.. Oh wells.. Just try my best.. If not, I'm going to guai lan the teacher.. Better hope I get an 'A'!! So, either way, I win.. :)

Signing Off...

Block Test 2 Status Update (1)

2010-06-28T21:30:00.003+08:00

1st Paper: H2 Chemistry Paper 3 (2 hours)

5 questions choose 4.. About half an hour for each question.. Didn't do a 16 mark question.. Skipped it 1st as I decided that the question will take me a hell lot of time.. Result: Spent too much time on the questions behind and didn't went back on time.. Haiz.. Mistake will never be made again.. Betting everything on the other Chemistry papers to make up to loss for this paper.. Hopefully, I'll be able to break even.. But then again, nothing could change the fact that I had made this mistake and probably going to be screwed for that.. But I'll try to minimise the losses..

2nd Paper: H1 Economics Paper 1 (3 hours)

2 case- study and 1 essay question.. Did fairly ok for the case- study.. Rushed a little bit through the essays.. But then again, I managed to finish the whole paper although my last point was not very well elaborated.. Only studied for an hour for this paper, during the break after the chemistry paper.. For an hour of studying, I can say that its fairly well done.. For an hour of studying.. I suppose I will be screwed because I only studied for an hour.. Hopefully not.. I'll know in another 3/4 weeks..

Not very well prepared for Block Test this time.. Maybe will be more prepared for the other papers.. Don't really know what the end result will be.. Hopefully a positive result.. Another 2 weeks to the end of Block Test.. Looking forward to it.. Maybe it will be time to 开工！Hahaha..

Signing Off...

Mugger!

2010-06-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

Ok.. Its been quite some time since I posted something.. Anyways, I can't remember what the hell I did the past week or so.. Probably mugging lo.. I mean, what else is there? The usual Friday polo team hangout.. I can't even remember if we went out 2 weeks ago.. I think we didn't.. If not, I will surely remember.. But oh wells, I think I was mugging.. So, its not that bad..

The recent events were the Thursday study session with Justin Ong (Shien Tah pang seh us).. At the airport.. But this time, we didn't take the sky train 5 times.. Haha.. 11 hours at the airport.. Had lunch at Earls' Swensens.. We spend 5 hours or so in there studying.. About there.. After lunch, we just took out our stuff and started doing our work.. Had ice-cream and then went off to another place.. Hehe.. Went there from 1100 to 2230.. Well, it was a quite a good catch- up session at the same time.. Let's see if there will be another such session.. Hehe..

Friday was movie with the polo people! Though quite a bit of them had something on and couldn't come.. But, it was still good.. Watched A- Team.. Met Chayadi there.. The 4D gang were watching the same movie.. But..... Friday is Team Day.. So I pang seh them.. Haha.. My Bad.. Maybe the next time.. I'm sure there will another 4D gathering after our Block Test as Daniel had returned and we will follow the same routine.. A- Team is a good show! One thing that had been stuck on my mind since then: Alpha, Mike, Foxtrot! Hahaha...

1 week left.. Not enough time!!! Got a lot more topics to cover.. No.. Wrong.. Not topics.. Its subjects.. Sian.. This holiday like no holiday sia.. I would love to go back to my J1 time.. 1) 'Cause during this time, I'll be seeing the polo team like almost everyday.. Now, its like once a week.. I haven't touch polo for quite some time liao.. I WANT TO PLAY POLO!!! Really miss the times when we were training together.. 2) I won't have to study so much.. 'Cause I'll probably aim for just about 50 rank points for Common Test (last year).. This year, my target is much higher.. Much much higher..

Got to study some more!

Signing Off...

Awesome night with the TEAM!

2010-06-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

Productive day today and it ended off with an awesome night with the team!

Woke up quite late.. Like about 1100.. Went for brunch straight away and when I got home at around 1300, I started doing chionging.. Haha.. 'Cause I want to make up for the time I will be losing when I go for training.. Hehe.. Went training at around 1600.. Did 4 pages of Organic Chemistry in 3 hours.. That's quite productive considering that I'm copying, memorising, understanding and linking all at the same time.. Yup.. Played game for like 2 hours straight! That's the nice part.. Haha.. Tired like hell..

Went for dinner with the TEAM afterwards at Vivocity.. Awesome night! Bought out food up to the rooftop as there wasn't space in Carl's Jr itself and hang out there for quite a little bit of time.. Hehe.. Came home at around 2330 and ready to pack up, sleep and go for training tomorrow.. TKD training.. After so long, I just want to go back, take a look, run, kick and scoot home to study.. That's the plan.. Since Samuel won't be joining us (me and Bayu) for tomorrow's training, I will have to go home to study.. Hehe.. If not, we might go out somewhere else to study.. Or maybe, I can go to Samuel's new place and see his half completed house, I suppose..

And oh! Teacher's wedding coming up soon! I don't really know if I should buy anything for her or not.. But she invited us to the reception.... Its quite my personality to get something for her.. But don't really know what to buy.. Maybe can ask Bayu tomorrow.. Or ask Samuel.. Or Timothy.. Let's see how it goes.... And there's so many things to buy! Gifts, own personal stuff.. If only money grow on trees! Hahaha..

Alright.... Got to sleep.. If not, tomorrow no energy to run!

Signing Off...

Life...

2010-06-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow no school! Supposed to have 1 Econs lesson but that was shifted to last Monday.. So no lesson means no school..

Just had a 3 hour tuition.. There will be tuition tomorrow as well.. And then double sessions for the 2nd and 3rd week of June on Tuesdays and Wednesdays.. But at least its not a tuition marathon we had the other time when I was in Secondary 4.. Had tuition from morning to night.. Like from 1000 to 2200.. Hope tuition works for me.. If not, I'll be just wasting my time..

Something struck me when I was taking the bus home.. If I remember correctly, someone said that life is like a bus ride.. Some people gets on and some people gets off.. Some people stay for a long time while others leave quickly.. And fate plays a huge part as well.. Fate is a funny thing.. Something I thought that would end up quite well didn't turn out to be as fantastic as I thought it would be.. Fate brought the team to me.. A team that I tried so hard to ditch, but end up staying on and on.. Alas, the team became part of my life and even tears were shed for them.. Fate made things end the unexpected way.. Good or bad.. All the things that struck me while I was on the bus.. -.-

School today was quite OK.. The only thing is that my maths teacher accused me of skipping Maths Lecture.. Due to competitions.. And I have to go for make- up lecture.. But the topics they are going through are those that I didn't miss.. But he insisted that I had missed them and when I tried telling him that I had attended, he gave me a whole load of crap and said that I can don't go for the make- up lecture but he expects a B or an A for maths for me.. Who is he to pressurized me like that? Oh wells.. My target is along that line anyway.. But hate being pressurized by teachers! But the rest of the day is good!

Off to do more maths practice!

Signing Off...

GP down!

2010-05-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

1st paper: GP! Kind of hard.. Didn't put much thought into paper 1.. I went straight to the science and technology question, take a look at it and decided that it can be done.. Did my planning for the essay and did the essay.. Hope that it will turn out well.. 'Cause I didn't really have specific examples.. Haiz.. Paper 2 was tough.. But its over now and there's no point thinking about it.. Hmm.. Side note: Why can't other stuff be like that? Why some stuff still requires thought even its over?

Camp for JC1 starts tomorrow! Don't really know who will be going down.. I think I will.. Maybe afternoon or something.. Or morning.. Just go there for swim and stuff.. Heh.. Maybe I join J1s for training.. I can feel my speed and stamina dropping.. Haiz.. Not a good sign.. Spent such a long time to train my standard only to let it drop? Not a good idea.. (:

Going into study mode soon.. Will be implementing some of my plans soon.. Hehe.. Tuition, study, swim, TKD.. That's more or less that's all.. Into lifeless society!

Signing Off...

School Day!

2010-05-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

Just recovered from fever.. On the day I got fever, I recovered on that day itself.. Haha.. Can't help it.. Stopped my medication the other time when my fever haven't recover.. When it recovered, within a few days, it came back.. But now I'm fully cured.. I think......

Physics SPA tomorrow.. Looks like I got enough energy to keep myself awake during the whole experiment.. Electric current.. If I'm dozing off, I can use a little bit of current to wake myself up.. Heh.. Had a lot of practice already so I more or less prepared.. Now memorising some of the standard answers.. Hopefully, I can sleep at 2330 tonight.. Get ample rest and prepared to take on Physics tomorrow and GP on Thursday.. That means tomorrow after school, I'll be going through my GP skill thing..

Came back from "tuition" not long ago.. Hmm.. No tuition luh.. I went there to eat laksa only.. Haha.. 'Cause my teacher forgot to sms me that tuition was cancelled.. And by the time I known about it, I was already at Parkway.. So, I went to eat laksa, looked at some CDs, walked around before returning home.. All these just for the sake of not wasting my 45cents bus ride there.. I hope the June holidays start soon.. With the June holidays, I hope that I can complete my Maths, Chemistry and Physics from the start to the end.. 1 week for each.. Economics, I'll just need to copy stuff down from my friend.. 'Cause in the past, I had no interest for Econs and didn't copy anything.. Now, my notes are empty and I'm waiting for my friend's notes..

Physics SPA.... Let me tear you apart!

Signing Off...

Birthday Dinner!

2010-05-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

Today, was soccer finals against MJC.. MJC is strong and I give them credit for it.. But my school wasn't that bad at all.. Ended with the score of 2-1, we lost.. The guys put up a strong fight and I'm so proud of them.. I hope that Justin won't be in bad shape due to the lost.. After all, the class chairman of Secondary 3D/ 4D is not that weak.. Plus, to be the last class chairman I had acknowledge, he shouldn't be that weak..

Went to Suntec after soccer match with Jun Wei, Aaron, Nicholas Koh, Elaina, Sabesh and Weizhen.. Well, its supposed to be my birthday dinner.. Had lots of fun with them.. Ate at Swensen's (short queue).. Elaina and Sabesh bought me Macaroons! Thank you so much! And I thank the clique of 4 for the wonderful time singing the birthday song and creating a scene.. Haha.. They told me to make a wish and I did.. Haha.. My wish is to not let my world crumble.. And what's in my world, that only some know.. But there will be some new additions and subtractions.. The people, the things, the places, the interest all form my world.. And to prevent that world from crumbling, I'll gladly give my life!

So, thank you, my clique of 4, Elaina, Sabesh and Weizhen!

Signing Off...

No- work Leave..

2010-05-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Taking my no- work leave for 2 days.. In other words, MC.. Heh..

Major Contributor to my MC: Slight stomach flu.. Not going to be in school for at least 2 days.. Actually, I was given 3 days MC (the last day was asked by me).. So, going to school or Thursday or not depends on my mood on Thursday morning and Wednesday night.. Haha..

Going to start work tomorrow.. But I'm going to miss Physics SPA practice and the revision.. Plus, I missed maths lecture test.. I'm going to do make up for all these.. Not going to care how much of the other lessons I'm going to miss.. Or at least, I prioritise these.. Chemistry 'A' Level SPA finished! Yesterday.. Halfway through, I felt like fainting.. Sian.. Luckily still managed to complete, with answers up to my own standard..

My brother's 1st book out tomorrow! And he got into SMU Accountancy.. Let's see how this will turn out..

Signing Off...

Long Weekend!

2010-05-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

Well.... Finally I'm tired.. Hahaha..

This week was a maths week!

Signing Off...

Free Thursday...

2010-04-22T23:59:00.007+08:00

Today is a free day.. Came home to sleep and had done my assignments.. Most of them.. Haha..

Yesterday was the farewell training for us, JC2s.. The J1s bought us a cake and made us something.. Hehe.. In addition, we got a disc containing all the videos of our matches and one that is made by my friend about the team.. Mr Ong, my teacher- in- charge also gave us a card writing what he thinks about us now and the time we joined.. This is what he wrote me:

"You worked very hard, you improved a lot since the early days when I turn circles around you and push you around, and you are tall and strong! But you need to have more confidence in yourself!
Have faith in the effort you put in, and the abilities you have developed.
On another note, I have also seen a change in you from the first few months in SAJC, where you get offended and angry easily, challenged authority, question everything you don't like to the person who is accepting of teammates, respectful to teachers and is understanding. Good job!"- Mr Ong

Well, I must admit that what he said is true.. Especially the part indicating that I was easily angered and challenged authority.. Haha.. That's kind of my personality in the past.. True, I somewhat don't really like him in the past when I 1st joined.. That's why I always challenge him.. Haha.. But as the time passes by, I unknowingly accepted him as a teacher- in- charge..

But damn yesterday's game session.. When I finally got over with the season ending and no more trainings with the team anymore, they came up with this day and make me miss the team so much more again! This is the best team I ever had.. When I go back to MSHS and see the Juniors and the sparring team, I'll tell them the water polo story and tell them how great a team can be! I'll tell them what they can do and what my coaches had told me.. I'll tell them how my captain made me want him to lead me.. I'll tell them the good times I shared with this very team- both girls and boys..

"One team, One dream".. GO SAINTS!

Signing Off...

Leon's Birthday!

2010-04-18T23:58:00.004+08:00

Well, Happy birthday Leon! Haha..

The gang went to watch a movie but I just joined them for dinner.. At Fish & Co... As usual, we made Leon did the birthday thing.. Haha.. Glad he didn't throw us around for making him stand on the chair and we sing him a birthday song.. Haha.. Been studying quite a little bit this weekend.. So, its not that wasted..

Got a little bit fired up today.. This fury is going to last quite a while I guess.. Haha.. At least I until I find some unlucky guy that I can sink my fist into.. Oh wells.. Maybe the fire will die out sooner than I expected.. But in any case, its not going to be nice.. Heh!

PW result- B.. SAJC standard grade.. What can I say? Life is unfair and unjust.. Learn to accept it.. If not, don't accept life at all.. Meaning go die.. I think I've seen too much for my age.. Not as in knowing stuff about the economy and crap.. But seen too much in sense of human nature and what's life really is about.. Things don't go your way.. And it might just get worse when you try to make it better.. Haiz.. Got to sleep..

This whole ain't all sunshine and rainbows; its a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.. You, me, or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life; but it ain't about how hard you hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward..

But it looks like life has won against me.. I can't move forward.. Not at the moment..

Signing Off...

No man is perfect, but a team can be!

2010-04-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

No man is perfect, but a team can be!

Tomorrow is the girls water polo finals against RJC.. They can win and they will.. The amount of faith I have in them is so much that not mere words can explain.. Will be going down to support them tomorrow.. That means I'll have to start my tuition next week instead.. Have been pushing it for 2 weeks already.. Haiz.. Its okay.. For the time being, just do my own revision..

Alright! GO TEAM GO! NO PRESSURE! HAVE FUN, DO YOUR BEST AND THE REST WILL TAKE CARE OF ITSELF!

Signing Off..

Last Training!

2010-04-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today, I had my last official training..

Light- heartedly we trained today.. Every drill that we did today somehow seem so much fun..

Today, I asked myself some questions.. Why did I join this CCA? What made me stay on despite all the tough trainings? As common as these questions may seem, I just find myself asking them..

1st Question: First off, I didn't sign up for this.. My OGL know some of my seniors and put my name down when I didn't even know it.. Besides, this guy who know my brother in school kept dragging me to join water polo but I kept saying that I'm going to consider.. So, I just happen to be free on the day when the JC3 Captain told me to go down for trials.. And hence I just went down for fun.. So technically, I didn't sign up for this.. Hence, I don't know why I join this CCA..

2nd Question: Its during the time when we were training our fitness, I felt like quitting.. I mean, I didn't even sign up for this shit.. Even if I signed up for this, its for playing water polo.. Feed ball into goal thing.. Not swim 4km plus thing.. Training was so tough that I don't want to go for the next one.. But what exactly made me stay? I would say that its the team.. Or the team spirit.. Whatever you call it.. The team had been build in such a way that I didn't know that the building of this team bond has begun.. I always told myself, "Can't quit now.. They will hate me for leaving them behind.. When time is right, I'll just leave and tell me in a nicer way.." That didn't happen.. What I didn't figure out at that time is that when I made those thoughts, I already consider myself part of the team and deep down, I already know that I won't quit.. The simple, "Hey, see you tomorrow during training!" and the "Training today?" made me remain in this CCA till now..

As training draws to an end, what I got from this CCA is a whole lot of fun, laughter, pain, aches and of course, ONE BIG FAMILY! We went to support the girls today.. Much against our teacher's will.. But I had permission.. Haha.. But that's what it means to be a family..

Signing Off...

Grief; the greatest cause of illness!

2010-04-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

Exact same thing as what I posted on Facebook.. The only difference is that I spelt the word "grief" wrongly the 1st time round.. Haha..

Well, why I say that? 'Cause less than 12 hours into my losing against ACS(I), my body became numb.. Head spins, throat burns and all that crap.. Now, I'm having fever and slight cold.. 2 possibilities.. 1) Punishment for not trying hard enough for ACS(I)'s match.. 2) I tried too hard trying my best which obviously, my best didn't appear.. Haiz..

Oh wells.... I better recover fully by Tuesday.. The last time we are going to play as a team in such competitive arena..

Go SAINTS WATER POLO!!!

Signing Off...

Tears.. On my face & others..

2010-03-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Match against ACS(I) today.. Lost.. I don't even remember what the score is..

It has been so long, so long since tears flow from my eyes.. Its hard to explain the feeling that we all had after we lost.. I still feel full of drive after the match.. That means that I have not been giving everything in the match itself.. Disappointing..

The girls came down to support us.. Really grateful to them.. The cheers and everything really made me want to press on.. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! I see so much in the team.. All the way girls! You may not see this, but still...

Looking back.. How much the team has grown.. From someone who didn't even sign up for water polo, I sure did went all out to play for the team.. From someone who can't even swim fast, we all sure did become great water polo players..

Today, I lost one match that I might have been able to win.. But, today is also the day I shed tears once more.. Today is also the day I see support from the team.. Today is also the day I acknowledge another 17 guys and 15 girls as family; and people that know me know what I will do for them..

Signing Off...

Support!

2010-03-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since I last posted something.. Just a short on here..

Halfway through my season.. Quite OK I guess.. But I lost both 2 previous matches.. Against Hwa Chong (29- 02).. Against RJC (24- 02).. But I did much more mistakes in the Hwa Chong match.. Which is very bad.. My mistake alone let in about 7 goals.. Haiz.. Tomorrow against ACS(I).. Crucial match.. Need to win this game! Give me your support kids.. Hahaha...

Got a little bit fed up after Hwa Chong's match though.. 'Cause too many mistakes on my part.. Sianz.. ACS(I)! Cannot afford any slip ups..

Off to bed!

Signing Off...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure, beyond measure.

Ima show you, how great I am.

Last night I cut the light off in my bedroom, hit the switch, and was in the bed before the room was dark.

Ima show you, how great I am.

Only last week, I murdered a rock, injured a stone, hospitalized a brick, Im so mean I make medicine sick.

Ima show you, how great I am.

This kids gonna be the best kid in the world.
This kids gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew.

Ima show you, how great I am.

I have wrastled with an alligator, I done tussled with a whale, I done handcuffed lightnin, thrown thunder in jail.

Ima show you, how great I am.

All you chumps are gonna bow when I whoop him, all of you, I know you got him, I know youve got him picked, but the mans in trouble, Ima show you how great I am.

But somewhere along the line you changed, you stopped being you.
You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you youre no good, and when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.
Let me tell you something you already know, the world aint all sunshine and rainbows, its a very mean and nasty place and I dont care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life; but it aint about how hard you hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward.
Thats how winning is done.

Cause if youre willin to go through all the battling you gotta go through to get to where you wanna get, whos got the right to stop you.
I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want to do, something you never said to somebody, something.
And youre told no even after you pay your dues, whos got the right to tell you that, who? Nobody.
Its your right to listen to your gut, it aint nobodys right to say no, after you earn the right to be where you want to be and do what you want to do.

Now if you know what youre worth, then go out and get what youre worth.
But youve gotta be willing to take the hits.
And not pointing fingers saying you aint where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody.
Cowards do that and that aint you!
Youre better than that!

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

All you chumps are gonna bow when I whoop him, all of you, I know you got him, I know youve got him picked, but the mans in trouble, Ima show you how great I am.

Dinner with the Usual Trio!

2010-03-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm home alone.. Did some manga reading, then studied almost till night.. However, the catch is that I slept till 1300 this morning.. Must be damn tired.. I wonder what time I'll wake up tomorrow..

Anyways, dinner with the usual people.. Samuel and Bayu! The same old Trio from TKD.. Just that we are in TKD no more due to our heavy workload and commitments.. Nevertheless, we will meet up once in a while to catch up.. So, the excuse for dinner today was to celebrate our Chinese results.. All "B"s! Hahaha.. Dinner at chomp chomp.. Fantastic food with fantastic quantity! Check it out below.. ;)

Before picture: The amount of food we have.. For 3..

Before picture: The glass of sugarcane for each person!

That's before we started eating.. Haha.. In the end, what's left of the food is clearly shown below.. :)

After picture: What's left of the food..

After picture: What's left of the drinks..

Yup.. And that's how much we ate.. Not to mention ice- cream after that.. Haiz.. That's a little bit..

Oh ya.. And the stuff that I said that I want to post.. Here they are:

My Battle Cap; #6

My Battle Trunks (Front)

My Battle Trunks (Back)

TEAM SAJC shirt..

SAJC water polo team has grown.. Really.. From a bunch of people who can't really swim, to a team that can play water polo together.. One week to our 1st match.. Nothing can bring us down.. NOTHING! Its not 100% that we win, but its 100% that we will give our best..

Matrix is screened recently.. There are 2 things that I remember.. I can't remember one of them.. So, I will go check it before I put it here.. But the other one goes like this: "When its time for us to die, we die.. If we have to give our lives, we give them hell before we do!"

SAINTS... HUAT!

Signing Off...

Camp.. Training.. Trunks!

2010-03-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

There's so many things happening these few days.. Mostly revolving around Water Polo though..

First things first.. We got "crowned" by our teacher-in-charge as SAJC water polo team! Well, my teacher said that it is a tradition for him to do that for all the water polo players under him so as to recognise their efforts.. On that day, I got my cap (#6), my trunks and my Team SAJC shirt.. I'll upload the pictures of these few items of pride some time soon.. ;)

Then we had another water polo camp on friday straight after my GP paper.. Camp was awesome! Training was tough, but its really fun.. Mixed feelings about season now.. On one hand, I want season to end soon.. 'Cause that will mean I'll have more time for my work and we had already played our best and hopefully win.. But on the other hand, I don't want season to end as I really enjoy the people in the team and I'll miss training with them.. Not to mention team dinners and stuff.. Overall, the team is great.. No one can stop us from achieving what we are so determined to achieve..

Camp ended on Sunday and as usual, went out straight after camp for lunch.. Academic Planner (or people call it extra lessons) on Monday and today.. Training today is good too! Captain said that I played well, but I feel no difference between today and other days.. Maybe just cause today I took a few more good shots with higher confidence level.. ;)

Family going to Genting.. Not going with them as when they booked the hotel and all that, I haven't confirm if I will have school.. Hence, they only book a small room.. Oh wells, can just stay at home to study.. Block Test is continuing on Monday when school reopens.. And on Wednesday, 24th March, will be my 1st game! Can't wait..

Signing Off...

Mini Gathering!

2010-03-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

There's nothing for me during the weekends.. It has always been like that ever since I joined water polo.. Weekends are meant to be used for school work.. Haha..

Had a break from work on Saturday though.. Went out with the secondary school gang.. A few of us.. Went to watch Alice in Wonderland.. Decent movie.. Went to Swensen's after the movie as some of us haven't eaten yet.. Chatted till about 2230.. That's when Swensen's chased us out as they were closing for the day.. Lol.. Wanted to chat more as its been so long that we haven't seen each other.. So, we went to look for places to sit.. Starbucks.. No place.. Then the Starbucks at city hall closes at 2310.. We reached there at 2300.. So bo bian.. Walked damn slow to the MRT station while talking.. Its nice to see them again..

Well, today had training.. HK trip is cancelled.. Officially cancelled.. Due to a few reasons.. The biggest problem is the fact that they are no air tickets.. The other is of course the cost.. Haiz.. Slack training today.. Due to lightning alert.. And its the same time of the year.. The whole team is done with illness again.. Must be the weather.. Most either sore throat or flu.. Haiz.. Even I also got slight flu.. Sianz..

Oh wells.. Need to get my books up and into my head.. Block Test starts on Friday! Followed by the holiday.. And then Block Test starts again.. Target for this time round: 60 rank points.. But having season in mind, I think I will fall short.. Nevertheless, the target of 60 will remain.. I've set this target since last year.. Lol.. All my results or hit my target de lo.. Except the MSA1 this year.. Aimed for 30, but got only 16.. Sianz..

Signing Off...

Chinese Results!!!

2010-03-05T23:55:00.005+08:00

2 things.. 1) No school today as its Service Learning Day and I had done my Sevice Learning earlier before this.. 2) Chinese 'A' Level Results..

Here's a little update on my sleep time.. Haha.. 1230.. I managed to sleep 12 hours straight.. Guess I'm jus too tired.. Wake up, eat a little, then went to school to collect my results.. Went to the hall 1st to see my brother's results 1st though.. Not bad.. But I'm not going to say anything.. Haha.. I went to "scold" someone for blocking my view today lo.. Not that I wanted tom but that guy just caught me at the wrong time.. Natural reaction to the scene.. Haha..

For me, my Chinese results.. Did lousier than what I wanted.. Got a 'B'.. What the hell.. Now I'm contemplating if I should retake or not.. Maybe I'll talk to my brother about it.. Haha.. No use crying over it or anything as its over.. There are other stuff that I rather cry on though its over.. Haha.. -.-

Training was kinda crap today.. Didn't do much.. Only last half an hour or so did we do some sprints and stuff.. Wells, will be meeting with the 4D people tomorrow.. Catch up session.. Had team dinner with the team again today.. At HK Cafe.. Awesome gang of people.. I will never get sick of saying how awesome the team is..

Signing Off...

"Poker's a day to learn and a lifetime to master" - Robert Williamson III
Can't wait to play again..

Cross Country!

2010-03-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

SAJC Annual Cross Country!

Yep.. The annual cross country.. Last year, I walked the entire route.. This year, I didn't even have to walk.. Haha.. Had to help out in the scorers area.. My friend got 4th though.. Finishing 3.6km in about 14 minutes plus (less than 20 seconds).. The good thing is that I don't have to run.. The bad thing is that I have to go earlier to set the stuff up.. Haiz..

After the cross country, we had this water polo seniors meet juniors session.. Lol.. Played lame games.. I think that most of the games that allow us to get to know each other are lame.. Haha.. Something like take as much toilet paper as you want and then have to say something about yourself for each toilet paper you take.. That kind of stuff.. Only the last part was okay.. Had to rush for some bottle and answer some question to entitle yourself to get a chance to do some crap.. The J2s played rough lo.. Haha.. That's water polo for you..

Went to my friend's house for some "picnic".. Hmm.. The J2s splits with the J1s during this session.. We were talking about our games in one corner while the J1s did their own stuff.. Lol! But that ended quite quickly and we went back to school for training.. Its FREAKING HOT!! Hmm.. Actually, not only today luh.. Everyday is damn hot!

Finished training.. Tired.. Did a little bit of work.. That's it.. And Chinese 'A' Level Results is out on Friday.. Mixed feelings.. Like I said, this is one of the few times I don't dare to check my answers with the teacher after I finished the paper as I'm afraid that it will turn out to be wrong..

Signing Off...

2010-02-28T23:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I just can't seem to take things as it is...

Signing Off...

Match Against RJC!

2010-02-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

A long time never post le.. Too tired from trainings these days.. 'Cause competition coming soon.. Haiz.. Plus need to take care of my studies.. Sianz..

Oh wells... There's just too many things to post about..

Anyways, just played a game with RJC today.. Lost like crap.. Losing was expected, but I just can't take it lo.. Its like though you know that you're going to lose, you will still feel bitter even if you are prepared to lose.. Haiz.. Got a little bit rough at the 2nd Quaters.. But no harm intended.. Haha.. Well, they were playing rough too, so I just had to play rough to keep myself in.. But I had to keep my cool! Almost exploded.. 'Cause kana scolded by my coach and all that pressure.. Haiz.. The strongest team.. They live up to that name!

Went to buy stuff for "pinic" after cross- country that is supposed to be on the coming Wednesday.. Haiz.. Bought $140 worth of chips and drinks.. Haha.. That's like so much!

... Sleeping soon! Zzzzzz..... Tired liao..

SAJC Water Polo Team' 10 WILL BE THE BEST TEAM TO ME! ALWAYS!

Signing Off...

Training.. Competitions!

2010-02-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

I haven't been posting for a week or so I guess.. Quite busy nowadays..

Hmm.. 16 rank points for my MSA1.. Well, everything is going according to plan.. That's all I can assure.. My parents and my teachers.. Lol.. But because of this results, I'm now in some water polo study session.. That really sucked.. But oh wells.. Going to do much better for BT1.. Well, I'm thinking of using my results in school to apply for something.. So, I better do well.. Haiz..

Had training today as usual.. Competition is nearer with each passing day.. Today, I saw the list of the schools we are playing with 1st.. RJC and HCI 1st.. WOW! That's would be a nice start! The 2 strongest teams..

Had team dinner today.. The company was GREAT!! Just found out that the people are quite insightful.. Talked to them about some stuff here and there.. Never been in a team sport before.. Besides basketball.. But even for basketball, it isn't a CCA or anything.. A team really makes a difference.. Tomorrow game with NYP.. Need to get my energy level up.. So, I'm going to sleep soon..

One quote from my captain.. I don't know if I had put it down here before.. But if I had, then I shall put it here again..

"A person can never be perfect.. But a team can be.."

Signing Off...

Finally, the Long Break!!

2010-02-12T23:23:00.006+08:00

Didn't post for quite some time and there's like so many things.. It's like I am too tired to do anything luh.. Even now, my eyes feel like closing!

Anyways, let's recap.. Hmm.. All I can remember is falling sick and trainings.. LOL.. Alright.. So, I had a mild case of flu and fever.. That would be Monday.. So, didn't went for training on Monday.. But I heard that my name got mentioned during debrief.. For "excellent" results.. A total of 16 rank points; 3Us, 1D and and 1E.. Haha.. The rest had their time trials as well.. Haiz.. Means I'll have to take it some other time.... ALONE!

Tuesday got nothing on.. Just spend like a little bit of time talking to Nicholas Koh in the Cafe after school as we ended early at 1400..

Went for training on Wednesday though I was not fully recovered yet.. That was a bad choice sia.. Was feeling tired and cold after training.. Thought that my fever and stuff come back.. But luckily its just cause I was tired..

Had training on Thursday as well.. 'Cause today (Friday) is a celebration day and hence, we move training up.. Had team dinner at Plaza Singapura.. I forgot that the 4D gang is also having farewell dinner for one of my friend.. Its nice seeing them.. Haha.. We had this Junior- Senior mass picnic.. Haha.. Met my "mystery" friend.. SAJC full of crap sia.. Haha.. But its a nice thing.. We get to meet some of them and talk to them.. Well, practically making new friends..

Today! CNY celebrations! Overall it was nice.. We had lou hei and our teacher bought us extra! That's damn nice of him luh.. Went out with some of the polo kids after school.. Wanted to watch a movie, but the tickets were all sold out.. So we just sat at this cafe and chatted with each other.. Its a really nice thing.. And my friend said that he sensed some sadness coming from me.. Haha.. I don't really know sia.. The people involved are usually blind to their own stuff.. Heh!

Overall, a nice week! And now, I have a long break! Really need it!

Signing Off...

Timothy's Birthday!

And this one of the photos from the Class Picnic

Another one from Class Picnic

My temper; the source of my Strength!

2010-02-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

Tired from training today.. Land and Water training! Hate Wednesdays.. I got training from 1500- 1900.. Plus, when I get home, there will surely be work waiting for me..

Lessons today was better than usual.. Maybe its because my studies are on form.. You know... Like out of no reason, you just reach your peak once in awhile.. Yup.. My Chemistry was on form.. I know quite a bit of stuff without having to study.. If I had this form in my exam, I'll be laughing at the paper! 100%.. GP was kind of not boring.. My new teacher is good!

Went to see the JC1 Arts thing in the CC after my lessons ended.. Didn't get to see the Dance segment.. Nicholas Koh lucky.. Lucky he never let me see him dance.. Of course, I was with some of my classmates.. Didn't get the chance to laugh at him.. Haha.. Was telling my friend that going to join the JC1s is a waste of time.. At last, ended up wasting my time there.. Haiz.. But seriously, it was a total WASTE OF MY TIME! If I got to catch the dance segment, then it wouldn't be so bad.. But I didn't.. So its BAD! Lol..

Then comes the land training.. Hmm.. 3 sets of exercises.. Main tough thing was the pull- ups.. Did like 60 today.. The thing is, every time I had land training, even if I did the same exercises for the same number of sets, I get less tired than before.. I am not sure if I am simply slacking or cause I'm improving.. Hope that its the latter.. Well, only time will tell! Water training was horrible today.. The mood is bad.. Took hell lot of time to form up and in the end, my coach has to punish us! Plus, he walked off while we were training.. Must be darn disappointed luh! Then when practising formations, I did hell lot of mistakes.. I was so angry with myself luh.. Can't even do simple stuff! KEH! See the title? 'Cause I was angry with myself, I grabbed my friend so hard when I was defending against him, that he have to ask me to loosen my grab cause I was making him feel pain.. Lols.. Actually, I don't give a damn.. Not like I care that much anyways.. Seems selfish here, but I don't really think straight when I'm angry.. Now is lazy to think back.. Haha..

Dinner with some of the polo mates.. Some girls went to crash JC1 Orientation.. Haha.. Came back home and got to do work.. Sianz.. Oh wells.. Got to rest early today anyway.. Tomorrow got match against ACS Barker..

GO TEAM!

Signing Off...

Once again, pushing myself to the LIMITS!

2010-02-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Fitness training today.. Though didn't swim as far as last week, but I was in no good shape.. Sharp pain whenever I try to exert any strength.. Not really much of a pain luh.. Experienced worse before.. But uncomfortable.. But nevertheless, I finished my sets and did my best.. That's all that matters..

Hmm.. Lecture was kind of boring today.. All lecture except Chemistry and Maths.. Haha.. That means there's only 1 lecture that is boring: Econs!!! Well, Ms Yup don't really do very well teaching today.. She's just not used to too many people I suppose.. In tutorials, when only 4 of us are listening, she can get her point across.. Though it could have been even faster.. I can't really choose my tutors luh.. Only lecturers.. Haha..

Results are almost all out.. Passed my GP.. In return, got U for my Physics and Chemistry.. And I think I'll see a U in Econs too.. But what can I say.. This is even lesser than not studying at all.. I went to take the paper without studying plus forgetting what was taught.. Haha.. Got results like that should be average ba.. Bleh!

Signing Off...

Sleep!

2010-01-31T23:08:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Just played around with my blogskin.. Going to change it le.. Lols..

A new year, a new start.. Let's see.. Didn't post last few days as I was just too tired.. Not that I'm awake now.. But just bored.. Sianz.. Study till sian liao.. Really damn bored.. The work seems sooo difficult without prior revision..

Alright.. Let's see how far back can I remember.. Starting from the most recent event (just in case I will forget them as well)..

Hmm.. Today.. Trimmed my hair.. Hehe.. Though its already quite short, but trim nia luh.. Nothing much.. Did quite a little bit of work.. That's more all less the bulk of my day.. Heh! Yesterday.. Training in the morning.. Had a game with Singapore Poly.. Hehe.. Quite a good game I would say.. Though I think we lost.. By 1.. Last minute mistake.. Or rather, we don't even know what went wrong.. Haha.. Oh ya.. And I think that I'm slightly burnt.. Haiz.. Though no peeling, but must dry myself after every shower by dabbing.. If not will like uncomfortable.. Friday.. Game with SAS.. Did badly there.. Yup.. That's as far as I can remember! Lols..

Alright.. Going to turn in before I bore myself to death.. Rather sleep than die.. Plus, there's training tomorrow! Fitness! Sianz!!!!

Signing Off...

Fitness!

2010-01-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

Normal school day today! Not much of a variety in the 1st place luh.. Haha..

Just did my usual Lecture thing.. Hehe.. Oh ya.. And we did Volleyball for PE today.. Painful sia.. Haiz..

Went for training in the evening.. FITNESS! Haiz.. Didn't see that coming.. Was expecting the usual sprints and stuff.. Swam 4.1km today including warm- up and cool- down.. Here's the breakdown: 400m IM (4 strokes), 1.5km swim (30 min), 5x200m (3 min 30 secs per round), 5x100m (1 min 30 secs per round) and 10x50m (1 min per round).. With 200m cool-down.. Crazy huh.. Can't meet the timings for the 200m, 100m and 50m.. At most hit a few times nia.. Then have to swim non- stop.. Haiz.. Tired like hell..

Tomorrow E- Learning.. So no school!!!

Signing Off...

Weekend!

2010-01-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! Not much energy to post, but I shall do a quick one..

Service Learning! Went there at 1000.. Waited an hour for someone to pick me up.. 'Cause I cannot contact any one of the people who are already at the house since their phones are all away from them.. LOL! Did quite a bit of painting and cleaning up.. Won't dare to say that I did the most work.. But I'm proud to say that I did not expect myself to do that much either.. My mentality is somewhat like this: I might hate what I'm doing.. But since I'm doing it, I'll give it my best! Yup.. I don't really like doing Service Learning, but the atmosphere there at the place will make you really want to do something for the people there.. Ended at 1630 plus.. Supposed to end at 1600.. I thought I would leave when time is up or whenever I feel like to.. But at last, I didn't.. Something with my mentality and the atmosphere again.. Oh wells.. I'm glad I stayed..

Went out with Samuel, Bayu and Timothy after that.. To celebrate Timothy's and Bayu's birthday.. But more of Tim's though.. 'Cause Bayu's is over for quite sometime le.. But still have to do it anyways.. 'Cause its part of US!

Met Samuel at 1830 at Orchard.. Walked around looking for cakes.. At last, we settled for Bakerzin.. The usuals.. I think the next time, we either buy from somewhere else or order.. I don't want to buy the same cake again.. Haha.. Went to eat at Fish and Co... Had Tim do the dumb thing.. Haha.. Me and Samuel sabo de.. Haha.. Split cost 50:50 with Samuel.. Not that bad luh.. Lets see.. Cake: $13.. Dinner: $45.. Macaroons: $8.. Total: $66.. That's for Samuel as well.. Haha.. Count it as a tradition ba.. Went home after dinner as it was like 2200 already.. Shops all almost close liao.. That's Saturday! Pictures with Samuel.. I think that he will upload it soon enough.. Haha..

Stayed home on Sunday.. Did my work and rest up well.. But I want to sleep le.. Don't want to over exert myself.. Especially not this time..

Signing Off...

MSA Going to be over SOON!

2010-01-21T23:40:00.003+08:00

1st and foremost, Happy Birthday Timothy!! My best buddy.. And of course, Clara Poon! My water polo mate!

MSA is going to be over soon.. That will be in another few more hours! Studied my Econs.. Don't think I'll be able to do any definitions questions tomorrow.. Good luck to me.. I think I really need them..

Arms aching due to Land training I had yesterday.. Crazy imba sets.. Haha.. And they were planning to do more sets.. Think I would have died luh.. Haiz.. My land fitness not as good as last time le.. Sianz..

Alright.. Tomorrow got training again.. Going to sleep le.. Econs and training.. Not very good combination..

Signing Off...

Chemistry MSA.....

2010-01-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

Gone! Chemistry MSA is as good as gone! My 1 and a half day efforts had gone down the drain.. Haiz.. Expected it also luh.. I mixed up all the stuff.. Either that or I totally forgot.. Now don't think can pass.. Even if all the questions I had done is correct.. Haha..

Never mind.. Aiming for the most improve award this year! Hahahaha.. If you get what I mean.. I mean, I couldn't be that bad right? I know that JC life a little bit rocky luh.. But not enough to throw me off track ba.. Sianz.. Might change my mind for the award later into the year.. Maybe I want to try teaching teacher stuff.. Haha.. But before that, I have to prove myself to them 1st.. See 1st ba..

Ooo... My previous Chemistry teacher said that she is open for consultation.. Sort of an after service.. COOL! Going to bomb her with questions soon.. Got a few written down le.. But not enough for an hour of consultation.. Going to collect more questions before I bomb her.. Hahaha....

Going to study Physics.. PHYSICS!!! Tomorrow got PHYSICS!!! Good luck to those taking Biology tomorrow!

Signing Off...

MSA1....

2010-01-17T23:40:00.006+08:00

MSA starts tomorrow.. Chemistry.. I think I'm going to fail.. Only started studying this morning.. Or rather, only decided to study for Chemistry MSA this morning.. And the topic is on Organic Chemistry.. That's so much to study lor... Never mind.. At most fail nia.. Nothing much.. All I need to do is make sure when the time comes, I know everything..

GP is cancelled tomorrow.. That means I'll only have my Chemistry MSA.. But there's stupid Econs extra lecture at 1730!! Meaning that I'll be studying in the corner alone (the rest of my classmates will be having GP; different bands).. But oh wells, can start mugging liao ba.. I think I quite hyped up.. Haha.. But because of the lecture, they cancelled training.. Mixed feelings about that.. Happy cause I won't have to go through the tough part of the training (the 10x1 sprints).. Sad cause that means that there will be no training at all.. That sucks.. Seriously.. The team is sooo awesome luh.. My relationship with the team might be better than the relationship I have with my cousins.. Haha.. Love the TEAM!

The Guys Team

The Girls Team

Together, we are 1 big family..... Of course, with them, I'm not 100% myself.. I don't really know them well enough.. Nor they know me well enough.. Its only when I consider you as part of me, then I'll give you your privileges.. Soon hopefully...

Alright.. Got to go study Chemistry..

Signing Off...

Open House Preparation....

2010-01-12T23:40:00.004+08:00

Alright.. Damn tired after training nowadays.. Crap.. Now beginning to fear training again.. Sprints at the start is making me tired like crap.. The last time I feared training was fitness.. Now its the burst.. Oh wells..... Going to overcome that anyways.. Not going to run away! Never!

So that's it... And tomorrow still got training.. And today, apart from normal lessons, we did Preparation for Open house.. Painted a banner.. The banner is great! Soaked with our sweat and efforts, the banner came out nice and done.. I would say that this is the best banner I've ever seen.. Its really nice.. Not to mention me changing into serious mode to paint that banner.. Heh.. Seems like I'm opening up huh? Allowing them to see me serious.. Haiz.. But its worth all the effort.. Painting the banner made me feel like I'm back to TKD.. Team spirit and stuff.. You know, the whole lot of nonsense.. Hahaha..

Kicked the slim pillar when I was bored from the painting.. Accuracy and power there sia.. Unlike that time when I went back MSHS.. Totally died.. Lol.. So, banner is done, notice board is done and all that's left is the Open House! I'm so proud of the polo mates! Quoting from a friend: "We're all so proud of the outcome the whole thing just feels really good!" I totally agree.. And my captain said something yesterday.. Some inspirational crap.. Crap it may be, but its really worth listening.. I forgot what he said though.. Bleh! But I know that's its something about not giving up and not fearing..

So, let's fear NOTHING and go for the KILL!

Maths lessons are boring and slow nowadays.. Can come ask me why.. The story is too long to say here, but its super interesting... Haha..

Signing Off...

The Polo Banner! So proud of the TEAM!

Last Day of Holiday...

2010-01-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

Daniel's Birthday Party yesterday.. Came back at 0100.. Sian luh.. Vodka Cranberry tastes awful.. I smell die already lo.. Haiz.. Pictures up on Facebook so Daniel doing weird stuff.. Heh..

School tomorrow.. And I'm chioning my homework like mad.. But of wells..... I think I'll choose what to hand up.. Haha.. Short post today ba.. Want to enjoy my last day of the hols doing homework..

Signing Off...

Training after so long...

2010-01-08T22:39:00.005+08:00

Finally after the chalet and stuff, we had our training!! Wanted to post yesterday, but I accidentally switched the broadband off.. So yea..

Long training today.. Started at 0830 and ended around 1200.. 1.5km swim for the starters before doing sprints.. Haiz.. Then some of us went to Macs after lunch to do a little bit of studying before heading back to the pool to join the Secondary School's training.. From 1530 to 1700.. Lol.. It rained so we packed up and left early as we are unable to take the cold.. Heh.. Went to Potong Pasir Tau- huay shop and talked about stuff.. GOD!! I'm hooked to peanut tangyuan.. 'Cause my grandfather cooked it last Wednesday.. And I've been eating peanut tangyuans for 3 consecutive days now.. Haiz.. Always like that de..

Hmm.. Still as moody as before.. Sometimes feel so helpless.. Weak.. Being unable to do anything.. All I'm doing right now is to watch and accept.. And more is going to hit me.. Writing this for pity sake? Fuck, no.. Oops.. 1st vulgarity in this entire blog.. Got to fucking study instead of thinking about such fucked up stuffs.. Haiz.. Need to change my view about people.. Heh!

Tomorrow Daniel's party..

Why do we always have to lose something before we can learn to treasure it?

Signing Off...

Alisa's Birthday!! 1st Day of Chalet.. Look at what the others did to her.. Heh! Let's see if Leon would hop by here to see this..

Sam's leg wound from bike.. Looks disgusting right.. His friends called me "sadist" when I took this.. Oh wells.. I think now recover le...

Chalet Over!

2010-01-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

3 Day 2 Night Chalet just ended!! Let's sum up..

Day 1:
BBQ.. Till late.. A bit of drinks.. Then played drinking game (in between).. Then Mahjong!! Well, my friend's birthday is on the same day and you can guess what happened luh.. Haha.. See if I can upload one of the picture up here.. Hahaha..

Day 2:
Slept from 0800- 1200.. Went for lunch at Ehub.. After that went arcade, swim and then dinner.. Went for night cycling.. Didn't went far as there are some that do not know how to ride the bike.. Hence, we just went to Pasir Ris park.. Played stuff that made people giddy.. Lols.. I don't see how fun can it be lor.. They forced me to sit and I was like.... Err.. Giddy luh..... But not that bad.... Don't need scream till so loud right?? Haha.. The best part of almost everybody fell after they got off the ride.. Hehe.. Not me though.. I got a trick to make me regain my balance almost immediately.. But the thing is, even though I didn't fall, the world is still spinning lor.. Haiz.. Went back at around 0400.. Played a little bit of Mahjong before I went KO at around 0600.. Haiz..

Day 3:
Woke up at around 0900.. Freaking tired.. Packed up and left.. The team wanted to eat at White Sands so I went Downtown East alone.. There, I met Samuel and shared the cab with him and another of his friend.. Lol.. Samuel got injuries.. Quite bad.. I was like taking photos and then I heard his friends saying stuff like "sadist" and "sick".. Lol.. Sadistic as it may seem, but we are all like that.. Oh wells, he would be better sooner than anyone think.. After all, he's a fighter.. Recovery rate is at sky high level.. That's why don't need worry lor.. Came home at 1200.. Slept and slept till dinner time.. Wake up, eat dinner, watch TV and preparing to sleep again.. Hahaha..

Something feels wrong this chalet.. Something that's needed to be done that I haven't and might not be able to do.. This sucks.. Seriously.. Its like the foreign feeling.. I can't be myself when they are around.. Something inside me is either rejecting them from me or rejecting me from them.. I seriously unsure of what I can do.. Wake up fella'.. Why do my mind make me react to some situations differently from others, on the negative end? Haiz..

"I am timid and full of weakness. But I will never run away. It doesn't matter who I am. Doesn't matter why I exist. What other people expect from me, or whatever they think about me, I wouldn't know. But I will not feel ashamed, nor be fickle. I'll continue to be MYSELF!"

Signing Off...

First Day of the Year!!!

2010-01-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. The title of the previous post is "Last Day of the Year!!!".. Now, its the first day.. How time blow past.. Haiz..

Better do my work.. Before I start telling myself, "God.. Open school already ah?! What a truck load of work haven't clear yet sia.." in the near future.. And A levels is this year.. Slowly changing my mode.. Estimated time for complete change of mode: 3 months.. That is after the water polo A divisions.. Give and take a couple of weeks..

Going to TKD training tomorrow.. MIGHT..

Signing Off...

Last Day of the Year!!!

2009-12-31T23:29:00.002+08:00

Last day of the Year!! Countdown, no thanks.. Not in Singapore anyway.. Haha.. Will be keeping a lookout for DVDs or videos of Ayumi Hamasaki's annual countdown live.. Hehe.. BoA like a little bit quiet leh.. Maybe I didn't catch any latest news.. Oh wells.. Anyways, these 2 singers never come to Singapore de.. Haiz.. Sadded..

Hmm.. Happy belated Birthday, Bayu!!! Although I texted him.. But just putting it up here would be nice.. Anyways, his birthday is on the 30th.. That's yesterday.. So yea..

No new year's resolution or whatever for me.. Ha! Don't see the point of putting up a damn long list and end up not doing half of everything I pen down.. No such habit also luh.. Anyways, I'll just do what I have to do and will do my best in them.. Some of the things are a MUST DO for next year, but it will be kept in my head.. Or your head if you get what I mean.. Hahaha..

Cheers!

Signing Off...

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2009-12-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

Something is wrong with my internet connection.. I hope its not my computer's fault.. Haiz..

Went training today.. Damn Teng Wei ask me do so much weights.. Now I aching like hell.. But the feeling.. Its like I'm back to training for kill again.. Excellent.. And my parents are worrying that I might face problems in the future as I'm training under the sun for long hours.. Haiz.. Don't know what to do sia..

Going to see if there's any blogskin.. Want to change.. Hehe.. And I'm going through a mini PW! Helping a friend.. Haha.. Cool! See what I can do..

Signing Off...

Polo Xmas Lunch!!!

2009-12-23T23:20:00.004+08:00

Xmas Lunch with the team today at Kushin bo!

Had training today.. Game today sucks.. I shan't elaborate.. I was so pissed that I straight after the match, the rage I had just exploded.. I spent 4 years cultivating the potential of the "fire" inside me.. 4 years!! I just wonder who dare make that "fire" come alive.. Interestingly, some people just do not fear death.. Haha.. Took me quite awhile to calm the whole thing..

Kushin bo was great.. The food there is nice.. Beef, sashimi, chicken.. Awesome!!! Had the gift exchange thing there.. Seriously, a little bit waste time de luh.. Haha.. But I had my share of fun.. Went to play LAN after lunch.. Counter- strike, DOTA, Left 4 Dead 2.. Its been at least 6 years since I last stepped into a LAN shop.. The overall conclusion is that I had lost all my skills for counter- strike, 1st time playing DOTA so I suck badly (might be the only time I'm going to play) and not that bad in Left 4 Dead (might consider playing that).. Haha..

So, by the time I got home, its close to 2100.. Was still full from the buffet so I skipped dinner.. And now, the fatigue is setting in and I'm about to go snooze.. Heh! But I've got to get some discussions done 1st.. Haiz..

Here, I thank the person who had given me the present today!

Signing Off...

Gathering! Buffet!

2009-12-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

Liaw's back and the 4D gang had another gathering..

Went to Orchard to meet them.. Had Seoul Garden for lunch.. Buffet!! And tomorrow, for water polo lunch, we are going to have buffet!! Its buffet buffet and buffet.. Keh! Went back to Plaza Singapura to play arcade.. But you know.... Arcade for me are things from the past.. I find them boring now.. Waste of time and money.. Haha.. So, only Jin yong and SS played.. We just stand there and watch them.. Then, they all left at 1700 and I stayed to shop around.. Shopped till 1900 and went home..

Well, finally got the gift for the gift exchange.. But, I burst the budget like crap.. Haiz.. No time to go look for one that is within the budget.. Haha.. Now I don't know if what I had bought is practical or not lo.. And if that person already has it.. Or that person will use it.. Haiz.. Too little time luh.. Haha..

Alright.. Got to go sleep.. Long day tomorrow..

Signing Off...

2009-12-21T23:58:00.003+08:00

Training is tough.. We're not training fitness, but still panting like mad..

My ball is still somewhat magnetic.. Always hit the goalpost.. Sianz.. Must train more.. Went to Hougang to meet my mum for lunch.. Then went home to sleep.. Sian luh.. Supposed to go Plaza Singapura with Bayu de.. To get the gift exchange thing.. But I was so tired.. Plus I got owned by my mum when I told her that I might be going out.. Haiz..

Going out with the 4D gang tomorrow.. Meeting my friend who has just gotten back from Australia.. Going to just meet up, have lunch and talk about stuff.. Hahaz.. Maybe I can buy the present for the gift exchange then.. I quite afraid that I don't see anything I want to buy leh.. Then I'll have to use the last resort.. Mushroom Plushie Keychain I got yesterday!! Haha..

Water polo gift exchange on Wednesday.. Eating at Kushin bo.. Never eat there before but Bayu say that its quite nice.. When it comes to food, that guy is my consultant sia.. Haha.. Deserts, lunch, dinners, suppers, sweets and snacks.. Especially the deserts, sweets and snacks.. Bayu knows them best.. Hahaha.. Energy has been sapping out fast lately.. Haiz.. Tiring these few days..

Signing Off...

Day at Suntec....

2009-12-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

Went to Suntec intending to get something for the gift exchange thing.. In the end, nothing.... I got 2 mushroom pluhie keychains though.. Haha.. Played the UFO Machine! Haha.. Bayu got 5 of those.. Awesome... Well, Asiasoft was having this Christmas event thing there.. But my main objective was the present! Objective was not met.. Spend quite a bit of money though.. Haiz..

Ate 2 ice- creams despite of my sore throat.. Going to suffer soon as a result of that.. Bayu bought ice- cream from Marvellous Cream.. Really good.. Another nice place to eat introduced by Bayu.. But of course, the price a bit steep lo.. Haha.. Might be going to hunt for that present tomorrow again.. Haiz.. Crap sia.. Increase the budget luh.. If the budget was $50- $70, today settle liao.. *snaps* Simple right??

Came home at 2300.. Today, I realised that the 3 of us (Bayu, Samuel and I) are all going to chalet at the same date.. That would be 4th January to 6th January.. But all different places.. Samuel would be at coasta sands, Bayu at some CC and I'll be at Aloha Loyang.. Let's see if I can meet up with Sam or not.. Grab my blades and blade to Downtown East.. Haha..

Got training tomorrow.. Sianz.. Still got sore throat sia.. Plus, my eyes won't be showing a nice guy.. "When I'm in a fight, my senses dulls and I don't feel much pain".. Awesome sentence.. I'll dull my senses tomorrow and I believe my eyes will show that.. Hehe..

Signing Off...

Journal: 19th December 2009

2009-12-19T23:07:00.003+08:00

Lots of stuff happened these few days.. Recovering from fever, remembered how to feel sad.. Yea.. The last time was Code Geass isn't it.. And its like been 6 months since I last shed a tear.. God.. That long?! Ahaha.. KEH!

While recovering from fever, I watched "Watchmen".. If I'm not wrong, the newspaper gave it quite a low rating.. But I thought that its nice.. In fact, its good.. Maybe they were looking out for action.. That whole movie action minimal de.. But the whole plot is damn interesting.. The characters are strong in the mind.. Especially, Rorschach.. Died for something he believed in.. He's a wanted man, a lunatic, a sociopath.. But I say he just seen the true side of the world..

Might be going out with Bayu tomorrow.. Hopefully Sam can join us.. Haiz.. Got to buy gifts for the water polo gift exchange thing.. Haiz.. As usual, the moment I heard about that, my mind dulls and I become sleepy.. But bo pian.. Cannot don't buy right? But the budget range is $5- $10.. Crap.. Now its another problem.. Got budget range to follow.. Bullshit.. Everyone knows that budget and me don't work well don't they? Haha.. I either buy or don't buy at all.. What budget de.. Haiz.. Waste of time and life.. Sianz..

And I think Facebook Poker got bug.. I just lost 200k.. Can even lose with Flush to Queens sia.. Got house also lose.. Got 2 pairs also lose.. Got triples also lose.. Haiz.. Don't know what to do liao.. Hahahahaz...

Journal: 19th December 2009
Tonight, a Comedian died in town!

Signing Off...

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2009-12-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

Sianz..

Slacked for training today.. Like TOTALLY slack.. 'Cause got headache.. Stayed at home.. Hahaha..

Playing Poker in Facebook right now.. Really bad hand.. Haiz.. I think lost about a 100k liaoz.. Last buy- in.. If lose then don't play liao.. Wait till my hand gets better.. Always lose to people by 1 more pair or small stuff lo.. I got straight, others got flush.. I got 2 pairs, they got flush.. Haiz.. Can't believe it!! Sianz..

Signing Off...

Burn and Peel??

2009-12-13T23:42:00.003+08:00

Sunburned.. Now peeling like hell.. Reminds me of some food.. Hmm...

Homework session with Joachim and Teng Wei at the National Library today.. Still not bad luh.. Considering the time we took to find a table.. Haha.. We got seats but just no table.. So I did maths, just in my head.. Went through the steps in my head.. No calculations involved.. So, when we finally got a table, I took out the piece of paper and started chionging.. Finished the Binomial part in 25mins.. That's quite average I would say.. Must go faster!!!

After Binomial, Joachim and Teng Wei started messing with my laptop and I couldn't continue anymore.. Just can't concentrate.. I can't even go pass the 1st question of the APGP part lo.. Haiz.. But oh wells.... By that time its about 1800.. Hence, we went for dinner luh.. Swensens!! Don't know why chose there to eat.. Went to shop a little bit after dinner.. Spent most of the time in Kinokuniya reading books about the Star Sign thing.. They full of crap lo.. Both of them.. Or rather all of us.. Haha..

Bought Beard Papa home.. Nice cream puff!! Heh! Came home and found out that my younger brother is sick.. Sianz.. Tomorrow training again.. Sianz.. I haven't even recover from my peeling.. Lols.. Gym tomorrow too.. Shall I slack? See my mood tomorrow ba.. Haiz..

Signing Off...

Study study study!!!

2009-12-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Yup.. You saw the title right.. Study!! Or rather, homework doing.. With the homework done, means I'll be practising.. That means its kind of revision ba..

Here's something I thought up these few days.. Didn't spend a lot of time, but I think its something that could help me improve.. My strengths and weakness when I'm playing different positions in water polo..

Hmm.. Nah.. Not going to write it here.. From a TKD player point of view, I know that the opponent would be crush you even if your they know a little of your weakness.. Hahaz.. Yup.. We are all selfish people.. Weakness would be NOT be exposed to anyone.. Hahaz.. They will all be in paper form for myself.. Hehe.. And maybe for me to discuss with the team!

Train hard fellas'... We'll WIN!!

Signing Off...

I wonder if we'll see such thing in A divisons Rugby..

Polo Camp....

2009-12-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Whew... Just came back from polo camp.. Tired like hell.. Going to sleep soon luh..

Well, its a 3 Day 2 Night camp.. I only went on the 2nd day and 3rd day.. 1st day kana food poisoning.. Sian.. Stayed at home with that queasy feeling in my stomach.. Not to mention having the vomit taste lingering in my mouth.. Haiz.. Missed all the fun during Day 1 lo.. And trainings.. Looks like the trainings were tough..

Day 2 was quite ok.. 2 pool trainings.. 1st one was a full game against NTU.. I can't really remember who won.. But we took a video of us playing and pointed out the mistakes at night.. Really useful.. Maybe TKD can apply this.. 2nd training was normal swim and ball skills.. Games on that day were alright.. Although I think the games on the 1st day were nicer.. From the descriptions I got from the rest of the team.. But it was water games, so how bad can it be right? Haha.. Had my fair share of fun and training!!

Day 3.. Games with the seniors.. I think we did ok.. There's much to improve on.. But we won.. Either we were playing more than just ok, or its 'cause the seniors do not have full strength and they were taking us lightly.. Learned a new quote today.. "Nobody can be perfect, but a team can be" The stronger ones will always be helping the weaker ones.. That's what a team is for.. My 1st ever team game.. TKD does not include teamwork.. I'm not in pattern team.. Yes, during training we encourage each other and stuff.. But during the actual competition, its still an individual sport.. But what can I complain about.. TKD given me the best friends and seniors I could ever ask for!!

Late lunch with the mates at Astons.. Its like 1600.. We left school like 1530.. Ate lunch, come home at 1800 then eat dinner.. LOLs.. Don't know what to say.. Eating and eating.. Hope I get heavier though.. Videos and pictures of the camp... Hope I get them.. Not a lot though.. Will try to get.. I'm never used to do such things.. Haha..

LOVE THE TEAM!! Can't wait for overseas trip with the team next year.. If there is one..

Signing Off...

Awesome Day...

2009-12-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

Well well... One of the better day that I would have.. Hehe..

Training started at 0830 and ended at 1200.. Slightly less intense than normal training.. After all, training camp is going to start on Monday and they won't want to kill us today right? Haha.. And it started raining heavily after training ended.. LUCKY! Wanted to call Mac Delivery, but they said that they can't due to weather conditions.. Haiz.. Hence, we went out ourselves.. Go Macs!! SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES!! Haha.. Yup.. We ate Macs just for that..

Gym training then started at 1400.. Ended at 1530.. Wanted to slack de.. 'Cause I plan to go TKD training tomorrow.. But my gym instructor was asking me to lift heavier weights.. Now arms aching.. Got "scolded" for eating junk food before gym lo.. Bad... Next week then TKD ba.. Haiz.. Stayed with the polo guys for a little while chatting before I left.. All of them are nice people.. Heh!

Reached home at 1630.. Rest for a little while before going out to have dinner with my TKD seniors!! Sam and Bayu was late.. Half an hour late.. But never mind.. Waiting for these 2 is a sure ok thing.. The sad thing is, I didn't know that they were going to be that late.. Hence, I didn't went to the place to queue.. By the time we got into Marche, it was 2000.. Cheng Fang went to order this platter of rice that cost $68!! And a pork knuckle and chicken.. Hehe.. Thanks for treating us!! Christmas dinner? Bah!! I won't go empty handed luh.. I still got face de leh.. Hahaz..

Chatted with them for quite a little while.. Very long never see them liao.. Talked just about everything.. School, their work, water polo (even though they are only interested in certain aspects of the game), TKD, the current economy and stuff.. One of them drove so he fetched all of us back.. Talked more in the car.. Haha.. Joking about lots of stuff.. Like Anaconda.. Haha.. Let's skip this part.. It's a little crude.. Hehe..

Came home, shower and ready to sleep.. Tomorrow got movie with the 4D guys.. After that, camp and maybe a little bit of work.. Yup! Got to start work soon.. Heh... So, got to rest up..

Signing Off...

300!!!

2009-12-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

Reached 300 posts!!

I might want to consider going back to my 5- day training pattern again.. Though that will seriously make me tired like hell.. The last time while I was doing this, I cannot even do any homework.. But since now its the holidays, I think it should be fine ba.. Hahaz..

Training tomorrow again.. Plus gym.. Haiz..

Signing Off...

300!!! If I'm not wrong, Leon did something similar to this on his 300th post..

"Relax Training"....

2009-12-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

Training again.. From 1400 to 1900.. What a relaxed training lo.. Supposed to be relaxed training so as to recover from camp lo.. Anyways, we started off with a 1km swim.. Sianz.. And then a bit of formation training and played game with the seniors.. Damn tiring lo.. I was so tired till I cursed and swear whenever I heard the word "Cover"..

Met up with Chayadi, Leon and gang yesterday for badminton.. Sian luh.. Got an update of how they are doing lately.. Hehe.. Quite fascinating I must say.. Their lives.. Hmm.. It would be interesting if we are all there.. Fireworks for the win!! Haha..

I can't imagine how tough training is going to be during the camp lo.. Since its relaxed training now and I'm already dying.. Haha.. Its okay though.. It would surely be over.. And I'm going to improve.. That's what I need now.. Improvements.. My quality of my shots are still not stable.. Haiz.. Need to train more.. More!! MORE!!! Plus, bonds would be forged and strengthened.. So, I think it would be worth the suffering I will get from the training.. Somehow, looking forward to it..

Sadistic aren't I?? And I'm still waiting for something to happen.. Entertainment I call it.. Not at the expense of friends of course.. Hahahaha...

Signing Off...

December december.....

2009-12-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

So, December's here already.. Time flies..

Still recovering from my hiccup that I got yesterday.. Damn sian.. I could recover from a flu faster lo.. Plus, tomorrow training.. With time trials.. Haiz..

Soredake..

Signing Off...

Report

2009-11-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

Ahem....

Reporting from Singapore, after being abesent for 4 days.. Landed this morning at around 0015, temperature was 27 degrees celcius.. Slept for the whole day with no energy to go training.. Haiz..

Didn't really do much in Bangkok.. Really like the food there though.. And the weather.. But I don't really like the traffic.. There are a lot of traffic jams.. 1st time on Business Class.. The difference in service is really a lot.. The towels and stuff..

Alright.. I need time to adapt to the weather here.. Sianz.. Its really humid here.. Haiz...

Signing Off...

Cold......

2009-11-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!! Training from 1330 to 1900 today.. Gym and then pool.. The water is so cold lo... Haiz... Did a lot of drills and stuff.. Played a short game.. I think I did badly lo.. 'Cause aching from gym.. Never mind.. I will go back to MSHS to train TKD.. Increase my leg power and aggresiveness.. Hence, after the trainings, the next person that I mark would be facing a killing machine.. Haha.. Let's heed towards that goal..

Coach gave us a long debrief after training today.. Really appreciate it for taking time to tell us about of weaknesses.. Furthermore, he is a friend of my supposedly coach.. He's not paid, not his job and he's merely helping my coach out.. Makes me think of the TKD seniors I had.. And that guy is CRAZY!! But we all improve in the end.. After all, when your student tells the coach that his training is crazy, it means that the coach has succeeded.. And sometimes, this coach really make me angry.. Giving us sets that seem impossible.. Just like Yihong lo.. Haha.. But, after being able to see things from their point of view, I can understand why the sets are there.. Its not meant to kill, but meant to make us improve!!

Coach talked to us during dinner today.. And what he says really make sense.. Train to improve, giving 100% each training.. It seems like I've returned to being a small blue belt getting my ass whacked by my seniors.. But its all done so that we would be able to improve.. All the encouragement and stuff.. Its like the strongest bonds are always forged in my CCAs..

The whole water polo team... Samuel, Bayu.... All these people.. Now, water polo is under this CRAZY coach.. Last time, Sam, Bayu and I were under Yihong.. I still remember vaguely.. I asked Yihong that if his training was meant to kill.. He replied yes and continues takan- ing us.. He also said something along this line: "Now, I'm takan- ing you all.. Prove to me that you are not weak.." Something like that.. But, all in all, I believe that all 3 of us reached our peak during this time.. Hence, water polo would just be about the same.. We are all going to literally be dying to improve!! Haha..

Alright.. Damn tired.. Going to sleep liao.. Sianz.. Cheers!!

Signing Off...

2009-11-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe(When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve(You can achieve)
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when your blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles(miracles)
When you believe(lord when you believe)
Through hope is frail(through hope is frail)
It's hard to kill(it's hard to kill)
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe
Just believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

When You Believe - Whitney Houston featuring Mariah Carey

I will BELIEVE!

Signing Off...

2009-11-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.... Is it really worth it??

Signing Off...

2009-11-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

You can wait so long for something, but sometimes, you will not get what you have been waiting for..

Signing Off...

Bo liao...

2009-11-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

Still recovering lost sleep due to the chalet.. Woke up at 1100 lo.. Haiz.. Seriously tired.. Hehe..

Suppose to go out with the Polo people today, but it seems that nobody is free.. So, the plan was scraped.. Or rather, the idea was scraped.. 'Cause there isn't any plan to begin with at 1st.. Haha.. Maybe Thursday lo.. Joachim and the others.. I want to watch Astro Boy.. It looks cute! Haha.. And 2012.. 'Cause Sam says that it is good.. He got high expectations of movies de..... i think.. So, if he thinks its good, it should be.. -.-

Read Manga all the way today.. Finished about 50 chapters or so.. Got pissed with my younger brother today.. Well, he kept switching off the modem and I kept disconnecting.. Made my reading hard luh.. So, I smashed the fan.. Sianz.. Now my room no fan liao.. Things are going to get hot in there.. Haiz.. Impulsive decision.. That must not happen again.. Hehe.. Small cut on my fist.. Sianz.. Give it 12 hours to recover.. 'Cause tomorrow Paintball.. Don't want to go play paintball with injuries already on me.. Even if its a minor one.. Just don't like it.. Heh..

And there's school tomorrow!! Haiz.. Oh ya.. Congrats Sam for completing his puzzle.. I assume that its the Lilo and Stitch one.. Next time I want to buy puzzle, I'll look for him.. He got the member card.. And I might just buy one soon.. See how his turn out.. Then use his method to make mine.. But its going to be expensive though.. Alright.. Time to go one strike.. Save money!!! Going to buy one for myself and one as a gift.. I got about 6 months to save money and to make the whole thing to present it as a gift.. Sianz..

Is there a need for Morning Assembly tomorrow? Really hate it.. Shall go for it tomorrow and depending on the "security" at the tracks, I shall plan if I should appear there on time the next day.. Lols..

Signing Off...

09S02 Chalet!

2009-11-14T23:49:00.004+08:00

Just came back from Chalet today!! Sianz.. Slept from 1000 to 1800 and going to sleep soon.. Haha.. Yup.. I didn't sleep the whole night lo.. Poker all the way.. Just for the fun of it la.. Haha.. Although I was quite serious and called some people that were too noisy to get out.. My bad.. Sincerely apologising.. 'Cause they make me lose my concentration lo.. Can't play right with so much noise.. Anyways, we played from 0000 to 0600.. 6 hours of Poker.. Oh ya.. And I won money!!! Guess how much?? 10 cents!! From 6 hours of Poker!! Haha.. So, from the 6 hours of Poker, I knocked 10 cents off my breakfast today.. KEH!

Starting to read Inuyasha.. After sooo long.. They got 500 plus chapters.. Well, the good thing is that I can chiong reading.. About 30 chapters a day? Hope I can finish it soon.. I give myself at most a month lo.. Haiz..

Alright.. Going to sleep soon.. Not much details about the chalet anyway.. Poker-ed most of the time I was there.. Oh ya.. I BBQ-ed in the rain.. With Sir Chow.. Now you know who the sissies are!! Haha..

Signing Off...

Rest Day!!

2009-11-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from all the shit that I've gone through now.. Till Monday..

Went to Wild Wild Wet with my younger brother today.. 1st time there.. Usually, I don't really plan to waste my time.. But since the tickets are free and I have nothing to do, why not? Plus, I'm suppose to relax.. Haha.. Although I can take my time to sleep, but prefer not to luh.. Haha.. Well, Wild Wild Wet not fun la.. Haiz.. Not worth the cash I think..

Not going for training tomorrow.. Sianz.. Will be letting down all those people again.. But I seriously want a break.. And I should take it.. Class chalet? Haiz.. Maybe lazy go sia.. Sianz.. Plus, there might be nothing to do there either.. So, maybe don't want to go liao.. But later the class "kill" me.. Especially a few of them.. Sianz.. And I'll go back to training on Monday! Going to put in 110%!! Like how I trained for TKD in the past.. Must focus on training liao.. Not much time left before the competitions (though I don't know when it is, but I know that there's not much time left).. Ooops... Monday paintball.. Means training will resume on Wednesday.. That means the 110% will be for Wednesday..

Leon's OP tomorrow!! After tomorrow, nobody would have PW left le! Haha.. All the best to you!!

Signing Off...

PW IS OVER!!!

2009-11-11T23:19:00.006+08:00

Finally PW is OVER!!! The day that I've been waiting for since I finished my PI ('Cause the PI isn't that bad).. Didn't go out to party today la.. Got training.. But I did went for a class lunch.. Haha.. That's one of the few things I've done with the class.. I usually prioritise water polo.. Hahaha.. That's why my class call me pang seh.. Lol..

The presentation is good, but the Q&A session is not that well done.. The assessors gave my group more difficult questions lo.. On a whole new level! The other group's questions were like "Which of the lessons learnt is the most critical?" "Which of the strategies do you think is the best?" Mine was like "If you got a chance to redo our project, how differently would you have done it?" I wanted to answer it is already perfect lo.. Or something like: "Who the hell wants to redo this PW thing and waste another whole lot of time?" Of course I didn't say all those stuff.. But I really wanted to say that.. Hahaha...

Another 4 hours of training today! Not that bad luh.. Played a game with the girls.. I was damn happy when I heard that we are playing with the girls lo.. 'Cause I have no mood to train, nor I have the energy to do that.. Hence, I thought playing the game would be better.. Lol.. How wrong was I!!! I didn't consider the fact that we are short- handed.. In the end, I had to chiong up and down lo.. Damn tiring.. Plus, I played all positions today again.. Which is bad.. Oh ya.. And game stress is acting up.. Also think that there's someone behind me when I'm taking a shot.. Made me do a lousy rush shot that ends up shooting the aeroplanes.. Haiz.. Got to train my mind.. :)

Came home late and tired.. DON'T NEED TO DO PW!!! Hahahaz..

Signing Off...

A video I watched just now.. Poor Bear.. They had to train it this way lo.. Funny, but also sad..

Training!

2009-11-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

Polo training today was hell man! Its meant to kill.. Haiz..

OP Dry Run today again.. As usual.. Sianz.. Really getting sick of it sia.. Haiz.. Polo is better lo.. Although we do the same drills, but at least its better than doing OP.. Anyways, like I mentioned above, training today was meant to kill!

400m dragonfly (butterfly pull and freestyle kicks) with 2kg weights on my waist.. Then we did ball skills and leg work with the same weights.. Plus a bit of swimming here and there.. It is damn tiring lo.. When I finally took out my weight belt, I feel so light.. Hehe.. Oh ya.. And my shooting was on form today.. Lol.. Just sustain this form and all would go well.. However, I get this feeling once in awhile only.. I need to learn how to draw the feeling out from inside.. Haiz.. And I brought bread to training today! Yea! 'Cause now trainings extend to 4 hours.. Damn hungry de.. Have to bring food..

Back home doing PW.. Its going to be over! Soon! 2 more days! Holding on!

Sometimes, I wonder how nice it would be if Samuel, Bayu, Leon, Chayadi and the rest the gang is in SAJC.. How much havoc would we create? And I'm quite certain that Samuel would join polo as well if he's in SAJC.. How much teamwork will we have together? Got to meet up with them soon.. Haiz..

Signing Off...

POLO TRAINING!

2009-11-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

Haha.. A few lines today.. Damn tired..

Had water polo training today.. 4 hours straight in the pool.. LOL! Damn tiring.. Played a game with the Secondary School.. Quite good match.. Tired due to all the games and stuff.. Yawning all the time le...

But why I'm I not asleep you ask... 'CAUSE OF PW! I STILL GOT THE I&R TO FINISH!

OP IS ON NEXT WEDNESDAY.. ALOT MORE DAYS TO SUFFER!

Signing Off...

PW!

2009-11-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

Seriously nothing to post about.. I just want to take a break from PW for a little while..

Chinese is hard for quite a lot of people.. I don't want to ask the wrong group of people though.. People like Wilson Poh and Xinyi.. I'm afraid of the answer that they would give.. But then again, I don't think my teacher would want us to be in such misery.. She always tell us that no matter what's the outcome, the important thing is if we had tried our best.. My teacher that cannot walk properly (LAME).. Hahaha..

So much hope, so much pain......

Signing Off...

Rain rain rain....

2009-11-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

Raining a lot lately.. Training today was cancelled because of the rain too.. Haiz.. When I got my spirits up and ready to go, it rained.. Haiz..

"It always rains here and I hate it. It's like the whole country's like a big crybaby!"

Heaven is crying again.. For this accursed world that is..

"Faith is better than any plan."

A Levels Chinese is over.. Whatever the results, I'm sure that I've done my best!

Signing Off...

开工!

2009-10-30T22:24:00.004+08:00

Alright... Quoting from a friend of mine.. Yea.. Got to start work.. Chinese!

Yes... A lot of people hate chinese.. But not me.. And I never will.. Its called Mother Tongue for a reason anyway.. I'll just try my best..

Last lesson with my chinese teacher today.. Besides the lesson, she gave us lessons about life.. Then she told us about her experiences as well.. Seriously.. I salute her.. One of the best chinese teacher I ever had.. Too bad that she's going off to MOE next year.. Haiz..

I want to get an A for the Chinese.... Need to work real hard sia.. Haiz.. Off to read some text..

Signing Off...

WR Finally Finished!

2009-10-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

Back to posting.. After a week or so? I can't really remember.. PW lo.. Have to chiong PW and Water Polo.. Sianz.. Handed up my WR today.. Finally done! Stayed in school till 2200 to finish it up.. Plus a little bit of touch up at home.. WR just took my life lo.. Haiz.. So tired lately..

Skipped polo today.. Because of PW again.. Got to finish up my powerpoint slides by today for tomorrow's dry run.. Sianz.. Made me feel guilty.. Crap sia.. Its like I'm letting my teammates and coach down la.. Haiz.. Alright! I shall try, to the best of my ability, not to skip polo again for work.. And really sorry for this time.. Haiz..

Oh ya.. Last Saturday's PW Day was AWESOME! In CAPS! Haha.. If you're thinking I really like PW, you're crazy.. As for the details..... Hmm.. Not really a nice thing to say.. Hehe..

Alright! Left OP and I&R.. Go Go Go!

AIM AND FIRE!

Signing Off...

I'm so tired!

2009-10-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

Status Update: Burnt and tired!

Training today.. Not as bad as I had expected.. Seriously.. I've been through a lot worse than what I had today.. In TKD training or other water polo trainings.. On the verge of vomitting that kind.. But not today.. And I hope that it would not be on Friday as well.. I want to rest well on Friday!

I going to do PW.. Must stop distracting myself lo.. Haha.. Will be back soon!

Signing Off...

Back!

2009-10-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Didn't post for a few days.. Well, things are quite rough in the past few days.. That's why didn't post.. Either I'm aching like crazy, or I have to time.. Hmm.. Let's see.. Friday; get back results, crazy training, too tired to post.. Saturday; Deepavali, went to my father's friend's house, too late to make a post.. Sunday; went out with Samuel and Bayu for dinner which lasted for 6 hours (we're eating all the way), too late to make a post.. Yup.. That's about it..

Friday is like bad.. Real bad.. Waiting in one single classroom for our results.. The anxiety, the stress and everything just kept piling up in my head.. Sianz.. But after the results are back, its like a whole load off my head.. Hmm.. 57 rank points overall.. Quite average lo.. I don't think I did very well.. Missed my 2 As by a little bit.. Haiz.. But I PROMOTE! That's what really matters.. Training after that.. Did crazy stuff.. 80 laps (20m) plus of butterfly and free style.. With 10 push ups or 20 squats after every lap.. Hands were like aching like mad..

Saturday is fine.. Went to collect 2 cakes from Secret Recipe for my father.. With my 2 half battered arms.. Its like my arms are going to cramp anytime lo.. But not that bad la.. Still can manage.. Went to my father's friend's house at night.. The people there were friendly.. Talked to my father's friends.. I won't say what they asked me to do lo.. Haha.. Came home at 0100 plus.. Sleep immediately lo.. Soooo tired..

Sunday is fun! Met with Samuel and Bayu for dinner.. Went to Swensens'.. The one in Plaza Singapura has been renovated! Hehe.. Went to Bishan to buy Jeremy's birthday present.. Ate some stuff there too.. Gobbled down 1 ice- cream cone in like less than 5 minutes.. 'Cause we're going into the train station.. Cannot eat in there.. Haha.. Went to Bayu's place after that.. Eat again! This time its the donuts that we bought.. Well, we don't want to go to his house empty handed right? Something to eat and share lo.. And guess who I saw?! Hahahaha....

Today is an average day.. I think I need to go do my Chinese composition.. Yea.. Must do! Haha.. Had training in the morning today.. Quite fun lo.. Besides the fact that my coach tired to kill me today.. Well, its like this.. While some others were substituted off and rest, I changed position.. No rest.. I played throughout.. Hmm.. I played all the positions today except the goalkeeper lo.. Sianz.. Damn tiring.. Dead at the last quarter.. Haiz.. Went for lunch with some of the polo mates.. Haha.. Good lunch we had.. Came home at around 1500.. Went to sleep.. Hahahahaha.... Now, I think I want to sleep too... Hehe..

Signing Off...

D- DAY!

2009-10-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Alright... Results coming out tomorrow.. Seriously no confidence at all.. Unlike in Secondary School where I challenge the teacher instead.. Haiz.. That's why its called "D- Day" and not "Time for As".. Sianz..

Didn't pay much attention in school today.. Don't really wan to listen to the teacher go through the paper.. 'Cause I'm afraid that the more I listen, the more wrong I know that I have and hence dampening my spirits.. So, if there's any questions tomorrow about the paper, I guess I'll have extra consultation instead.. Yup... So, let's all promote together!

Watched Freedom Writers today.. I think it is a good show.. Going to finish it up some other time.. Haha.. Here's something that made me think.. Well, in a scene, a girl's father is arrested for nothing.. That made rebellious when she grows up.. I think its human nature.. You will want revenge.. So, don't this coincide with what Pain says? "Love breeds sacrifice... Which breeds hatred..." Hmm.. Interesting....

Signing Off...

Pilot Test: Part 2

2009-10-14T22:19:00.004+08:00

Oh well...... Finally finished the 2nd part of our pilot test; the 2nd strategy.. Haha... A whole lot of burden off my back! Taking this time to relax.. For one day before I start on my WR and stuff.. We wrapped up the test we great success! GREAT SUCCESS! I hope so... Hehe..

Had to skip water polo because of this today.. Full of crap sia.. Haiz.. Means I've got some catching up to do.. Hmm.. Friday all my results are coming back... Damn sian lo.. Mix feelings.. Don't know if I will retain or not.. How many people in my class will retain? 1? A few? None? A lot? Will I retain? What will I do if I retain? These questions are bugging me! And I have to wait 2 more days to know the answer.. Really feeling like barging into the school's archive.. Sianz.. How to concentrate on work when all these are on my mind.. Looks like I need serious mind power..

Alright.. My flu is about 90% recovered! Haha.. This took quite some time lo.. But since there is no medication involved, I think its considered fast luh.. Or slow? Haiz.. Not sure lo.. People don't go around comparing such stuff like I do.. Hahaha... ;P Turning in soon.. Finally able to get a good rest!

Signing Off...

2009-10-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Haven't been posting lately.. Doing PW lo.. Things are on the move.. Things look much better than it used to be..

Alright! Samuel, Leon, Chayadi, Ka Shing, Andre Lee (I cannot remember all of them now) and most of my NYJC friends had ended their Final Year Exams today.. Yea! Finally ending off the finals.. Haha.. That whole bunch of people.... Ok.. Time for some gatherings.. Can't wait to see them again, do all the rubbish together.. Well, the bulk of my friends went to NYJC.. Haiz.. And I end up in SAJC.. I'm not regretting though.. There are still things that made me happy in SAJC.. Though I don't have as much power as I have in Secondary School or with my friends.. For instance, water polo.. Seriously a fun but tiring game to play..

Alright.. Going to have my 2nd part pilot test tomorrow.. Hope that it will be successful.. But that means that I have to skip polo again! Crap!!! I seriously don't like that.. If this PW thing is part of school and not A Levels, I would just kiss it goodbye! Oh wells, no use complaining.. Got to make the best out of it.. Life is like a cup of coffee.. Bleh.. Anyways, I'm sick.. Down with a minor cold.. Got fever yesterday.. But it recovered in 8 hours.. Cool! So left with the cold to handle.. Sianz.. Personal record to get well from fever: 2 hours! Awesome.. My recovery speed is faster than average people..

Did a whole lot of chunk of PW just now.. Talked to like 5 people at the same time.. Now I'm tired.. Haiz.. Going to sleep..... PW........ Sianz........

Signing Off...

Polo Team Dinner!

2009-10-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Tend Wei.. Well, I can'tmake it in time for the before midnight post.. Sianz..

Anyways, last day of PW week.. Finally coming to an end.. Not the whole PW of course.. But the PW week.. Yea! Finishing my WR, I&R and EoM.. Quite good lo.. Its a lot of work done.. Training starts at 1630 today..

Had a friendly match with Singapore Polytechnic.. Lost.. They're fast.. Yep.. What ryan said was true.. They are good.. But I'm going to train hard too.. I think I did badly today.. Haiz.. No good swimming, no good shooting, no good positioning and no good everything.. Sianz.. Must do better next time.. Well, this month will be fitness all the way so I can expect when will be my next game.. But I may be wrong and I'm hoping for that..

Went to Marina Square and had Seoul Garden.. Was damn hungry le lo.. Then the polo members are like cannot decide where to eat 'cause they didn't bring enough money.. However, the table was set up le.. So, I got up and paid for everyone 1st.. And I might want to just apologise for my tone at that time.. Was damn pissed le.. For being so hungry and still have to wait for them make decisions.. So, I just stood up and make one lo.. But at last, we all had a good time.. Eating and playing..

Hmm.. Have been talking like Alpha a lot these few days.. Power of voice up, words come out strong and eyes serious.. How rare to see me like that lo.. Haiz.. Maybe just until the PW ends ba.. Or after the water polo season.. 'Cause both need to make quick and decisive decisions.. Yep.. Till then..

Signing Off...

PW Pilot Test!

2009-10-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Yep.. Skipped a little bit of school today and had my PW pilot test.. Well, its a little bit too late for that, but at least we have it.. Through this, we are able to substantiate our claims.. Went to Jing Shan Primary School.. We climbed a hill lo.. Haiz.. Spent like 2 hours preparing the stage.. Went back to school for water polo training afterwards..

Had only 30 minutes to train when I got there.. At least better than nothing.. Did a 10 x 20m sprint and some ball skills.. Not bad.. Need to fine tune my shooting.. I don't have the same feel as last time le.. Sian.. Have to find that feel.. Without it, I cannot shoot well..

Came home at around 2030.. Did my PW after that.. Haiz.. PW really takes up a lot of my time.. i Just want to get it over and done with! Alrighty! Going to finish up my work.. Let's see.. Food hunting soon? Haha...

Signing Off...

Tired.. Aches...

2009-10-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

Ok.. The 1st Day of PW lecture timetable.. I think its ok luh.. Not that bad.. Managed to get quite a little bit of things done.. And everything in my group is flowing already and hence I don't think we are that screwed anymore.. Hope you guys are feeling the same way too.. Haha..

Now, Congrats to Bayu Tanmizi (I am so tempted to put his full name down, but I just can't remember) for completing his Promos today.. That's the end of Promos for you.. Hehe.. We can continue our food hunting.. Yea! Don't fret Sam.. Yours would be after the 13th.. Jia you jia you!

Polo training started today as well.. As part of the welcome back training schedule, we had our time trial 1st.. This sucks as it made me use up quite a bit of my energy.. I reiterate once again.. I can only do short distance.. Its just a burst of power and that's it.. So, yea.. Did my time trial.. Then went on with training.. 2km swim for the starters.. Argh! Swim until I want to die lo.. Haiz.. Then did a little bit of ball skill.. This is so much better..

I wonder if next training would be like that or not.. Part of me wants it, part of me don't.. And I better do extra swimming trainings myself with maybe Bayu and Sam to keep myself fast enough.. Haiz.. Wrong.. To increase my stamina.. Came home so tired but still need to do PW.. Waiting for a call.. Sian.. I hope they'll call soon.. Very tired.. Want to sleep.. Faster faster.. Haha..

Signing Off...

InterHouse...

2009-10-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Happy Children's Day to all! And Happy birthday Elaina!

Had 2 hours of Chinese in the morning today.. What a full of crap.. The 1st teacher was okay.. At least I see some points to take note.. But the 2nd teacher was like going round the same point.. The same useless points.. And, she became the joke.. I think.. Everyone was laughing lo.. I'm not though.. Can't even be bothered to laugh.. Haiz.. She took up more time than supposed to and the 3rd teacher have to rush through her points.. So, I can't really put thought into what she said.. But from the slides shown, I think its pretty good.. And she showed us a video that made me put much thought into it.. I'll show it later..

Interhouse games after that.. Supposed to play basketball and captain's ball de.. But then, the timings of the 2 games clashes.. Hence, we chose captain's ball.. At least more people can play.. Got 2nd place.. Haiz.. Finals was damn tough.. But its a nice game overall.. Main defender was me.. Had to jump so high to intercept the ball.. I think I over- stress my knees again.. Lol.. Haiz.. TKD people injury.. Haiz..

Celebrated my friend's birthday in school before going home.. Went home to sleep.. Didn't sleep last night either.. 4 hours or so only.. Now, I'm damn tired due to the games and the lack of sleep.. Haiz.. I think I should sleep early today.. Haha.. Yea.. I should.. Oh ya.. And Bayu's blog has been revived! So yea.. Go take a look.. Hahahaha...

Signing Off..

The Video the teacher showed!

Blogger

2009-09-30T23:57:00.003+08:00

Finally came back to blog!

Exams were over for me yesterday, but I just don't get the feel to blog about it.. Anyways, there wasn't any celebration of any sort.. I just went to Bayu's house to collect my gundam, paid him the money. stayed there for awhile talking to him and then went home.. The first thing I did after I reach home is eat lunch and then sleep.. Got to catch up with the sleep time.. Haha.. But then, I stayed all the way till 0200.. Haiz.. So much for catching up with my loss in sleeping hours..

Bayu's exam started yesterday.. So, I was wrong the other time.. Yep.. WRONG! Sam starting on Friday.. Bayu ends on the 5th October while Sam ends the 13th.. Hope I got all these right this time.. Haha.. Well, all the best for your papers guys.. After that, we can meet up again.. De- stress activities.. Going to cost a lot lo.. Haiz.. Waiting for Bayu to end.. After that, we shall go dine in someplace nice.. Maybe I want to try that Buffalo Chicken Wing again.. Haha.. Drag Sam in as well.. Hehe.. I remember: that time when you brought it to us, only I eat lo.. Haiz.. Never mind.. Concentrate on your Promos 1st.. I shall think of the menu.. Haha..

2nd Day after the exam and I'm already starting on my PW.. Justin Ong (too many known Justins already; pen down the surname) IS right.. If my Promos end early, I get more time for PW.. But that doesn't make me happy.. 'Cause all fun and everything that suppose to come after exams are all sucked away by PW! Argh! Got to get it over and done with.. Haiz..

Tomorrow still got school.. Haiz.. Damn sian.. And PW! Finishing it up..

Signing Off...

Promos!

2009-09-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Last day before Promos!

I'm currently tired, can't think straight and I don't know how to survive tomorrow.. Have been on a sleepless marathon.. Its 0300 or later for the past week.. So, need to sleep now.. To catch up.. Yup..

Good luck to those taking Promos! Tomorrow or not, its coming.. To the people in NYJC, its next week right? To the people in MJC, its 2 weeks later right? You guys are so lucky.. But I think I get to enjoy 1st.. Haha.. Let me console myself la.. Haha.. Good luck to you guys too.. The next post; maybe tomorrow.. Or maybe when the whole deal is over.. Yea..

Signing Off...

Back to School!

2009-09-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

Back to school..

2 things:
1) Great to see all my friends again..
2) Its sucks having to mug the whole day again..

Still behind schedule.. But, I'm picking up.. Doing Econs the whole day today.. Its sucks lo.. Well, this shows that I'm no Arts material.. Haiz.. Going to start on Maths tomorrow.. That means lots of rough paper in my bag.. And I've got to do PW.. Sian lo.. Must complete them before my Promos end.. Using a different approach for PW now.. Trying to look for different teachers so that I have a wider range of comments.. Different viewpoints and stuff like that..

Finished studying Chemistry like yesterday.. Had my small recap session today during the tutorial.. Overall, not bad.. Need more recaps and that's it.. Went home and started on PW.. Seriously, I don't think I would be able to sleep tonight.. I've got lots to do..

So, yup.. Will do up a long post after Promos.. And all my post- exam activities.. Haha..

Signing Off...

2009-09-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

I'm soooo behind my own schedule for everything.. Self training, studies, PW and everything else.. If you get what I mean.. Its like my whole world is upside down.. Maybe even sideways.. All I can see now is that I got to mug so hard to reach my goals.. Well, that's what goals are for isn't it.. Make yourself so tired, squeeze out every single life you left, leaving you like someone without a soul.. Haiz.. Enough said..

Oh wells.. Bought a Seravee within 5 minutes on the phone.. Haha.. Received a phone call from Bayu.. Here's the conversation.. Somewhere along that line la.. Can't remember exactly.. 'Cause he called me yesterday.. Anyways, here goes..

Bayu: Eh.. You want the Seravee right?

Jared: Yea.. You in Sengkang now ah?

Bayu: Ya.. So, you want or not?

Jared: Yup.. How much?

Bayu: $60.

Jared: Ok.. Its the discounted price right?

Bayu: Yea..

Jared: Ok lor.. Help me buy then.. I take from you after my Promos..

End.. That was it.. And its $60 spent.. Haiz.. Need to save money le.. Sian.. Friend's Birthday just passed.. But need to study for Promos la.. So, will get him something some other time.. And maybe celebrate that long over birthday.. Christmas is coming too.. Coming as in by the time I've had enough money, its near.. Haha.. Need to buy christmas presents for some of my friends.. Yup.. Those closer ones.. Those who I have known for at least 4 years.. Unless.... Yep.. Unless.. Hahaha...

Got to continue doing Chemistry! Crap..

Signing Off...

Tired.. Don't want to care about anything anymore!

2009-09-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

Mugging as usual today.. Lots of Chemistry.. Going to go haywire if this continues.. Maybe when Promos is over, I shall disappear for some time.. Relax myself.. Not going to keep in touch with anyone from SAJC (I'm sure of that)and maybe some others.. Haha.. Have to get Promos over and done with 1st.. Sian..

Anyways, I just found out that one of my water polo senior had been keeping tabs on my blog.. Haiz.. So, from now on, water polo trainings would be always that enjoyable, trainings would be always perfect and without flaws.. Haha.. Hmm.. Still deciding if I should introduce vulgarities in here or not.. This blog is clean of vulgarities.. I told myself that I must refrain from typing down any when I had decided to start on this blog.. And true to this day, there is not a single vulgarity in here.. Maybe I'll try to introduce them some time later.. After I had 300 post ba.. Haha.. That would mean at least a month.. Then maybe every blog post would kick off with a vulgarity.. Haha.. Maybe not.. =P

An average boy in an average school facing an average life.. Average Life= Lots of stress from school + Lots of stress from CCA + Lots of stress from people + Cannot do anything to reduce the amount of stress.. Haha..

Tomorrow got meeting.. Back to mugging mode then..

Signing Off...

Study....

2009-09-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Woke up early today.. Hehe.. Went for a morning swim.. Not that good la.. 'Cause my pool is small.. So, not that efficient..

Anyways. went to the Airport to study with Justin Ong, my Primary School friend.. Haha.. Took the skytrain like 5 times.. Well, the study session was quite productive la.. Apart from time wasted on finding the place to study, its quite good.. Justin and I were like trying to find tables.. So, we went off to Swensen's.. The person is so nice lo.. Gave us big table to study.. 'Cause we ask if we can study inside while eating or not.. So, the person gave us a large table.. But then, we have to leave before the dinner crowd come.. MacDonald's is a waste of time la.. Never say that cannot study there.. Make me buy my food le then tell me.. If not, I won't even spend my money there lo.. Haiz.. Next time I don't study in MacDonald's le, if given a choice.. Sat in Swensen's for about 2 hours.. Then we went to where Justin used to study with his friends.. There is a hot spot lo.. We waited for quite some time before we could get a table.. Stayed there for another few hours or so.. Went for dinner and went home.. Hehe.. Total number of chapters revised: 6.. Time spent: 8 hours.. That's quite ok la.. Considering the time we spent finding the tables..

Just got home not long ago.. Might be going to school for water polo study session tomorrow.. Haiz.. Chionging so much.. Hehe.. Nice meeting up with Justin today.. Did work and talk a lot of crap.. Get some serious talking done and crap around.. Haha.. Alrighty.. Going to mug somemore!

Signing Off...

School....

2009-09-08T22:37:00.001+08:00

Yup.. You saw the title correct alright.. I had school today..

Hmm.. Lessons starts at 0800, I woke up at 0900.. Wonderful isn't it? Haha.. My alarm clock stopped just before its supposed to ring.. My backup alarm clock failed as well.. When my brother came in at 0900, he asked why I have not gone to school.. I took the spoilt clock and told him that is only 0700 and I just going to sit there and wait for the alarm clock to ring.. Then, he told me that it was 0900.. Haiz.. Rushed to school like mad.. Reached at around 0930.. Had Maths lecture.. Damn sian.. I should have just gone at 1000.. The lecturer is SLOW.. And my friend said that that's all she has gone through during the time I am absent.. Haiz..

Had Econs lecture.. As usual, the 4 of us (Aaron, Nicholas Koh, Jun Wei and I) sat all the way to the front and made fun of the lecturer.. But then, the funny thing is that I feel that I learn more when I do all this crap.. When I sit and listen to the lecturer speaking, I think I'm brain- dead.. Nothing ever goes into my mind and stays there.. So, I think that this should go on.. Hehe.. You never know what we do lo.. Its just too much.. Hehe..

Went for lunch after that at Potong Pasir.. Went back to school for OP training.. Haha.. I think its quite fun.. The speaker is great.. Learn quite a little bit of things.. And, I say that I still need more confidence in speaking.. Today just a little nervous.. So, the next time round, a little more confidence, less nervous and it would be perfect.. Haha.. Overall, I did quite well.. At least for the current me.. Hehe..

Went to my grandfather's house to have dinner.. Well, they know that we are the only ones left at home alone.. So, my grandparents offered to cook for us.. Tomorrow going to study with my Primary School friend.. Haven't seen him for quite some time le.. A year plus.. Let's see how much more handsome he has become.. Hahaha..

Signing Off...

Water Polo Study.....

2009-09-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

Thoughts hit me like a train just now.. But then, when I wanted to pen things down, they seem to be so fague that I hardly rememeber that I had them a few seconds ago..

Anyways, went for water polo study session today.. Not compulsory.. But then, since there's free air con, why not? Haha.. Seems to be quite productive as there is little people there.. About 5 of us there only.. At the end of the day.. Begininning of the day, there's onl Teng Wei and I.. That's the most productive period.. Haha..

Studied chinese.. Must be asking why the hell i'm I studying Chinese right? Well, there's a few resons for this.. One, I weigh Chinese as equally important as my other subjects.. Two, if I start to study chinese now, I'll be able to slow my pace down and relax more when it comes to the A Levels.. Hence, I'll have a more relaxed mind when the paper comes.. Don't have to be so stress.. Three, my 1st paper (other than GP) for Promos is chinese.. Oh ya.. And if you guys are thinking that whatever I just said point in the direction of "GP is not important", all I can say that I weigh GP as important as chinese.. But, to improve GP, I can't really study for it.. Unlike chinese.. I have to do consistent reading of newspaper and learn how to put my point across well..

Yup.. So that's about the whole afternoon gone.. Came home for dinner.. Thought of joining Chayadi and gang for dessert but they ended already.. Sianz.. So stayed at home.. Did a little bit of revision and chatting with friends.. Yup.. That's the boring life of someone who is in chionging mode..

Crap.. Have slight cough.. Haiz.. And my parents are going off for holiday tomorrow.. With my younger brother.. Hence, I'm all alone with my elder brother.. So, cannot afford to run out of cash, water, electricity and get sick.. Ok.. Its too much.. But, all in all, the house is in my hands now.. Got to learn how to take care of it..

Signing Off...

Day 4 Refereeing.. Last Day...

2009-09-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

Last day of refereeing! Finally the Nationals have come to an end! This marks the last day of refereeing and the beginning of studying.. Of course, there's still homework to do before that.. Hence, I shall complete all my holiday homework by tonight and start studying tomorrow.. Hopefully that is..

Oh ya.. Got my Class 3 referee certificate.. Now officially a qualified referee.. Haha.. Maybe I will go help next year.. Maybe not.. Depends on who is going to referee next year and who is going to fight.. Going into self training mode.. That means I've to balance my studies and trainings.. After the promos, pails would come into training.. That's going to be damn tough.. That's why I need to condition myself before going into that hiong training.. If you guys are wondering what is training going to do with the pails, here goes.. Well, we are suppose to tie the pails behind our backs and swim.. More resistance, need more strength, need more stamina.. More circuit training would come too.. And leg work is going to be damn tough.. So have to train on that as well..

Anyways, that's water polo.. On the TKD side, I thought I might want to jump Martial Arts.. Maybe into Akido or Judo? Something that kicking won't work against.. Haha.. Look at Ka Shing.. He's much better off in Judo than in TKD.. At least that's how he looks like to me.. Yup.. So, might want to learn one of them..

Went to Sengkang after refereeing today.. Gundam Exhibit.. With Bayu and Kwok Cheung.. Its quite nice.. And once again, what's going out with Bayu and not spending money.. Haha.. Go there not intending to buy anything, at last bought a Arios Gundam.. Well, Bayu wanted the free gift and he subsidised 50% of the cost.. Going to pay him back through some other ways though.. 'Cause I don't really like him paying for my stuff.. Though he is rich, its does not work this way.. Maybe through his birthday? Yup.. Birthday.. Hehe.. Wonder what I going to do lo.. Long way to go anyways.. Got quite some time to plan.. Will start plotting the scheme after Promos when I going to juggle CCA (hiong training) and PW (this sucks)..

Came home and slacked around.. Going to do homework! Yea..

Signing Off...

Day 3 Refereeing..

2009-09-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

Finished Day 3 of refereeing.. Tomorrow is the last day! Yeah! Haha..

Today is Young Junior.. Not that exciting.. Some of them can fight but some are just stoning around.. Like the 1st match that I saw.. 2 guys staring at each other without any action for a least 20 seconds.. Lol.. Have to leran my counting well.. Tomorrow is Senior category.. Sure got a few KO cases de.. Haha.. Must remember the procedures.. Yea..

Going to sleep soon.. Tomorrow will start on all holiday homework.. Then, will chiong for promos all the way.. Yup.. That's about it.. Haha..

Signing Off...

Last Training....

2009-09-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

Last water polo training today.. Damn tiring.. The coach's is close to imba again.. Haiz... If this goes on, my stamina, leg work, ball skills will all improve like crazy.. Hehe.. But, its last training today.. The real deal will only come after my Promos.. That's what my original coach said.. As such, I've borrowed a ball and shall continue training during the times when people stop.. Will balance both studies and training in order to maintain and improve my standard.. Time trial today.. Deprove but a little bit.. Don't know if it is really due to the lack in training or the plunging that we didn't do today.. Oh wells, shall continue training..

Went to have team dinner at MacDonald's.. Ate Mega McSpicy.. Damn full.. Haha.. Its a lot.. Now then I realise what a piece of chicken can do to the stomach.. Haha.. Came home watched TV and going to sleep soon.. Must have enough rest.. Going into study mode, training mode.. Plus, there's refereeing tomorrow.. That's the whole weekend burnt again.. Haiz..

Signing Off...